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Yeasshhhhhh~~~

2009-07-10T01:50:00.010+08:00

-Disclaimer: I got A1 for BM in SPM. Don't doubt my standards XD-

Yo wassup~
(yo, apa atas?)

It seems that ALMIGHTY & WISE government changed teaching of science & maths to BM again.

Because some people thinks mother tongue is more important than knowledge. If the Arabs' of the past were too, also narrow-minded, they'd refuse to learn science in greek or latin, and no one would be there to preserve the knowledge of this world during the Dark Ages. =(

What a shame. Let us all mourn for this country, for it is doomed~ OBLIVION AWAITS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wait, WAIT!! something's not rite!!! By 2012, the things I write should appear to be something like THIS:

itu tengok itu SEMUA-KUAT (err.. all-mighty?) dan BIJAK kerajaan tukar ajar sains dan matematik pergi BM lagi.

Kerana sikit orang fikir ibu lidah (mother-tongue) itu lebih penting daripada ilmu. Jika Arab silam sangat sempit minda juga mereka enggan belajar sains Yunani dan Latin, dan tidak satu (no one) akan situ memelihara (in pengajian moral, memelihara = preserve~ XD) ilmu dunia ini semasa gelap umur (dark ages? =_=)

Apa itu malu (what a shame). Biar kita berkabung untuk ini negara, mati sudah~ die liao~ dong dong qiang~
*duno how to "translate" oblivion into "that" XD

AHEM!!!!!!!!~ who cares? The Super Hentai King presents to u his LATEST artwork!!! Inspired by Cikgu Michael's words~~` (nah, actually it was long done BEFORE cikgu michael gave his "pep-talk")

XD

I present to u, ladies n gentlemen~ (eh no.. we should now be using tuan-tua n& puan-puan~ already, how sad)

THE ICE QUEEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (-_-.....) click to enlarge~

it's my current wallpaper~ hohoho~~

Reflection 09

2009-07-06T16:24:00.003+08:00

6 months has passed.

6 months, never touched this blog.

6 months, wasted so much time.

And now its back to square one again.

The year started with a dilemma to make. Choosing the right college was very hard. In fact I moved all my belongings to KL on christmas n spent new year there, in case I decided to start school on January, which I didnt. Then, back then, architecture was what I wanted to take.

Then I decided to go to Taylors College, after (regretfully) accepting RUMORS everywhere that taylors college offers the best (heck, they suck). So I came back to Kuching, waiting for March.

Then lots happened this year. Worked part time for the first time, which made me happy I was not just being a parasite rotting at home. Tho, short-lived, two weeks only, but it was kinda fun. Tho, feel quite sorry for the Kueh-Chap ahma. Always no business. I wonder y she needed a helper on weekdays.. felt like cheating her money -_-

Spent time with friends, hung out (-_-??), bla n bla, tried to make a cake (actually just stood there n watched, lol). Had fun, made me didnt want to leave (at first lar xD) And I even attended a church wedding, 1st time in my life. o_O

And then.. went to KL. Hah. I thought I was headed to the road of freedom. Rented a room (rm450 for a small room, crazy!) n met two very funny n fun-to-be-with housemates from chmsNo.1. Dota till late every nite, never sweep or mop d floor, room was messy like dog house, n best of all, nobody nagging. = = Sure at 1st there was homesick, but after awhile living alone was really.. paradise!!!!!!!!! T_T

Man.. could just walk to sunway pyramid during free time. dang, we planned to go to the weekly Ladies Nite at the local bar but never had the time. sheesh~ And... the train station was at the BACK of our school.. midvalley, bukit bintang, KLCC, eh even seremban~ lol. never had a chance to visit kion's hometown.

tch~ Walking to school n workin out at d gym sure made me lose some weight...
But sien.. came back n Im already gaining weight. ZZZZ~~~

Taylors College. yea. What can I say. Rough start. didnt like how the staff there handled things. Site visits were nice tho. Architecture... Coursemates... I dont even now how to start writting. lol.

Rite, bottomline, the course, I had little fondness for it. Arts arts arts.. yea..

"huh? I thought u like arts!!"

YA!! LOVE IT TO THE EXTENT OF NEARLY FAILING PSV IN MIDDLE SCH~ -__-

But couldnt blame anyone there, I was also convinced that i would like the course. since i love drawing manga n pencil sketches, i thought studying something like science combined with arts would b perfect for me. But i never remembered tat i detested PSV during middle sch -_- crap so three months, suffered there. never even moved my calculator from my luggage bag. we didnt even touch simple maths.

Didnt like the people there, at first. But as u start to know them, academic wise they might not be very good, mediocre, but nice people there. Very funny guys i met there. coursemates I mean. Tham (The very 1st guy 1 met there), Kion, MC, Wisely, Joshua, Jonathan~ 小人餐厅。 haha. I couldnt have asked for more. Wish everyone well and hope you guys succeed. See u guys in d industry in 5 years ;P

"see, I told u, if u cut ur hair earlier, mayb you might have made alot of gals cry when u left" .....
-__- quote my aunt.

Heheh.. Aunt. My "Small aunt". And uncle Meng (her husband, lol). I live at their house during weekends when I was at KL. With my two little cousins. One naughty little toddler -_- "stupid ah hung" she say. haha. and an adorable primary schooler.

Staying there let me see what a family was like, as a third person, and made me reflect on how i spent my time with my family. Mayb that was what motivated me to change everything at home when I decided to come back. Thanks for taking me in like a family n most of all, letting me see things I couldnt see.

Haha. Homecoming.... people were puzzled. I changed course, going for engineering. End of the line, lazy of explaining over n over. (kns, if only nottingham U wasnt THAT expensive. couldhv stayed.)

Coz i thought, aye, I might complain alot about how I hate it, but it still IS the thing im used to most. Science. Blah~ Well, guess i'll spend the rest of college complaining "sheesh y dis so hard, maigu, y need study something like tat?" but still, hahah, atleast i wont be studying something so abstract that there's no definite answer to questions. ARTS~~

*yawns~* back to the slow n fattening life of kuching... sienz... tot i was finally gonna slim down.
But it was truely crazy.. I sorta blitzed thru the whole year but now I'm back to square one. @@ cant say i gained, but thru a whole year of fiasco I cant say I learned nothing also.

bah~ what to say. A new start, N Im finally touching my blog again =)

GUNPLA!!!! kero?

2009-02-05T16:54:00.006+08:00

Ohohohohoho~~~

Finally completed dis model after four days!!!!!
The 1/100 00 Raiser~~

Bought it as b.day present 4 myself (an excuse only lah~~ haha).
This thing caught my eye d moment d model started showing up on d internet for sale. I think its beautiful enuf to make me forget about d price =X

Hmm didn't even need extra painting. Jz used a permanent marker to do the lines on its body. Fixed the head part a little so those little antennae thingies. Ohya.. there's actually two LEDs in d model so with batteries u can actually light up some parts of it.

Rite.. Pay the background absolutely no attention ya~~

This d 00 Gundam unit. (just right after i finished making it)

I duno wad d manufacturers are thinking, bt these 1/100 scale models always come with some "things" stick out from the head antennae parts, making them seem so.. lame. I braved myself to sand it off until d antennae parts bcome sharp enuf to look like those of an MG model -__-

Ahh.. dis little plane's d one responsible for d extra cash.

N when u stick tat little plane onto the back of 00 Gundam for a piggy ride...

You get this!!!!!!

Action images~

Personally I like this pose d best. Mayb cuz of d lighting?

Owwhh I see d light~

Fiddlings on February

2009-02-04T23:44:00.006+08:00

"Wad d f*ck"
Who wouldnt say tat, if someone called u 8am in d morning while u were still sleepin, n told u tat u'd be someone else's driver for d whole day.

Ofcourse, without HIM pulling d strings, I'd never have d chance to participate in d YE prog. So I kinda owe him a favor, n so i agreed.

(& SOME BIRD didn't hear ANYONE calling him bcoz he "threw d phone further so he din hear d vibrations" :S)

That morning we brought the Taiwanese YE to Bau. D lions intended for them to visit lobak's houses there. Fairy Cave n Wind Cave. But mayb lobak did'nt fix the pipes in his house.. pipe bocor... n d whole area was FLOODED!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHA can u even recognise dis place????????

At d wind cave it was like, omg.. i cant even see d stairs leading down to d river. We tried to og Fairy Cave bt half way d road d army was oredi doing a blockade =(

So umm (i duno y they skipped Bau Lake) we went to Mt Singai.

Mt Singai. I'd never been thr b4 so i was as clueless as d YE ppl (-_- so siasoi when they asked "whr are we?" n I said "duno oh~~")

Anyways, it was definitely a.... "memorable" trip...
Imagine a fat guy climbing those stairs up d mountain.. ya, me -_- sheesh~~

Oredi half dead when we reach d church building site.

Mr Chong giving lecture

Nice view

clear water~

Then it was d ummm.. wad u call it.. tat park. sheesh wads d name again? dat park wif a big Cheng Ho statue.. n lotsa fishes

Old sky (老天) gave a whole sunny day tat day.. can u imagine.. four guys sitting in a KENARI.. driving long distance.. result??? HEADACHE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hmmm i did'nt even ask d taiwan guys' names tho. I duno wad got into me tat day (mayb stil emo frm d morning's wake up call) din reli feel like talking or socialising. Jz blah-ed some things with them (i remember talking bout school, maths, how d malaysian edu system sucks, about road directions, about y are thr so many bugs, critters n reptiles being turned into roadkills, and.. tornadoes? one ask me "are thr tornadoes in malaysia? bcoz d land is so flat". After tat, they started taking about air pressure n land elevations n.. wtf.. who are they @_@) AND found out tat too many students r taking up architecture in taiwan -_-

The 队长 dude was a veteran driver tho.. imagine a "p" lesen kid driving experienced drivers around. He even gave me some car maintanence advices (lol o_o)

Dude, i was tinking like "bro, YOU shud drive, reli. I'll jz sit back n giv u directions." (FYI i was d youngest in d car)

Originally I was wanted to chaperone them d next day, too, to CHMS No.1 . But... well, sth came up, n so a replacement was made ^^"'

I kinda like thought I'd finally spend a day resting at home bt it turned out 2 b a day trip. Well atleast we went to a place i'd never been to :S

January summary!

2009-02-01T15:09:00.004+08:00

I still remember i spent new year's eve n new year's day at KL. Haha turned out tat i spent half d month doing exactly nothing in KL. My cousins definitely gave me a 80% phobia towards kids tho. My baby cousin has an elmo plush.. n one day i was holding it (i 4got how it ended up on my hands) so i turned its eyes 180 degrees around n took a photo of it. R.I.P.~~

Then it was CNY. Spent d first few days at Sri Aman lor, as always. Boring CNY. Hmmphhh~
Took dis pic with my gan ma, gan ah ma, family, n... auntie Ai Hua n Tau ke.
And as always d annual Y.E. activity~ Dis time Uncle Zeng n Auntie Zeng came with evryone!! LoL. But.. as u noe, the higher-ups of d local lions club, who likes to talk cock n never do things with their two FAT hands, ordered me (n some other) to drive the TW ppl to their hotel. Fuck lar Augustine Ngu no brains 1 izit?? Tw Lions even book a bus to pick us up when we went to taiwan, n u ppl call us last minute to pick them up 1 hah? Too fat n d cholestrol suck up all ur brain juice izit???? (Sim Boon Chuan oso same dumbass!)

Maigu.. d taiwanese did such a gud job n ur actually comfortable with ur performance hah?

NO WONDER KENA COMPLAIN. HAHAHAHA.

N tat day, i learnt tat being a kiss-ass reli is d road to success. U dont even need effor 1~ jz kiss-ass~~~
31/1, 2009.

1st time in my life I attended a church wedding. Hiam hiam late. lol.
Went movie with friends, but the "tickets" came late :p
After d movie, it was last minute change of plans n I ended up at chesire home with my frens, n celebrated my b.day in front of soooo many ppl.. (vry paiseh arrrr =__=)

N thanks, (in alphabetical order? xD)

Amy,
Bryan (Chang),
Ing Thian,
KC,
Lobak,
Pauline (haha),
Swee Fan,
Wui Siong
for the cake!!!

Hehe.. paiseh.. I din't noe d cake was so.....
mayb saying sharing wif EVERYONE at d house was abit too much =X

heng didnt.. n we finished most of it by ourselves~

OmG.. in d end forgot to take the oranges n angpao.

Giv tit pull to his shao tuan tat nite. A bit sweat. I din wanna go, cuz we dont fit in d crowd, n i was worried u guys'll pull me in to participate. It's nothing relegious tho (i never attend any buddhist activity since middle sch, n consider myself a free thinker :p) i jz didnt want to... play. feel paiseh wah. haha. Feel like alien..

so at last, me, bryan, kws sort of like "zao lo". 8:40pm i still remember.

LoL. then pusing the town to look for steack house "Richmond".
Kanasai haha.. all three of us duno d way... pusing for so long

Kws took dis pic. Den he took a pic of... his food -__-

Memorable!! ^^V boku wa honti ni tanoshiikatta!!!
And then, january habis-ed. maigu.. n i never slimmed down, uncle zeng, my frens, family frens, all said >> fatTER -__-~~zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz (the only thing tat reli slimmed down was my wallet. I bought the 00-Raiser set)

FIRST STEP To Zanarkand!!!!!!

2009-01-07T16:48:00.007+08:00

Umm rite, remember tat I mentioned tat I had nth to do rite?? Den i decided to try my luck on d piano -_-... lol.

WARNING: Please note tat the sound clip below might cause nauseaness, pain in the ears, or even disruption of the nervous system. User discretion is strongly advised.

Wad, my highest piano grade was 1, n tat was like, 10 years ago :p wad u expect?

"First Step" To Zanarkand.

Sound clip 48.wav -

Wad -_- told u it was a 1st step -__- how wazit??

2009

2009-01-06T15:59:00.004+08:00

SCHOOL REOPENS!!! N D BEST PART IS, IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME!!!! HIAK HIAK HIAK~~

Or so...

I had a terrible nitemare few days before. Only 3A's in SPM. N I got a B for addmaths. My BIO, PHY, CHE were all "B", too. That made me freak out. Wad if something bad happens, i tot, like if i failed BM accidentally, cuz like mayb i wrote out of topic, n i FAIL SPM???!!!!! -_-

AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~ (never had a nitemare tat freaks me out for so long. Im still gettin d creeps)

Anyways, i thought i was gonna start uni on 5th JAN. Turned out tat I didnt :S chose to go to Taylor instead of UCSI even tho UCSI is a "U". (partly cuz ts a LOCAL U)
So school starts in March, and I'm still in KL.

Still in KL... DOING EXACTLY NOTHING!!!!!!

LoL don't ask y I didnt go play around KL. After staying for a week in d center of SG I doubt I'd find anything amusing in KL metro ^^ (no offence to KL)
Bsides, i dont like window shopping alone -_-

Speaking of shopping.. thr's dis new gunpla model tat came out recently. Not in MG tho. But fairly nice. rm200+ n up~

~00 Raiser~

Singapore

2008-12-22T13:55:00.011+08:00

Ummm... went to the FINE city... -__-
Dun wanna elaborate too much. But I did take lotsa pics. Shud reli get a phlog one of these days.

No fabian, din take pictures of liang moi. Kena saman later.

- 去新加坡看的三样东西：看美女，看价钱，看时间。-

Their foods. ( these r the colorful ones)

Sushi~~ Sashimi~~

Changi Airport. No we only took a cab to Singapore. Visited d airport cuz it was getting really boring thr.

Ahhh.... Waterfront.

Umm.. The famous.. Merlion.. Wads so special...

I was up on d Singapore Flyer

Raffle's Point Shopping wad? Duno,. Forgot. Too many shopping malls in sg.

Suntec

Eh.. Lobak's frens~~ at nite safari

Three people?? JOELBO??!!!!! AT SG!!!! JOELBO!!!!!!

Ahh... these r d dolls tat can move at nite n kill u in ur slp???

Ohya... went to A shop that sells evrytHing about cosplay.

Yuna costume. Cant were it unless ur D cup or larger~~ ;p

Jigoku Shoujo's uniform. Cute~~

Sentosa. Met an indon chinese girl here. Its sad they dun even speak chinese in indon :S

Sound of the Sea

Ohkay now im convinced tat d world still nid engineers.

Replica merlion

Beach

Christmas in the air~ Orchard Road~~

Ok liao bb. No more. Shoo~~ Going KL soon. Sigh..

Greatest yet?

2008-12-14T23:47:00.003+08:00

Ahem... I don't usually post (n show-off) my art here bt I had the urge to "hang" these pictures in the room (this room, FYI). Anyways, They are all (errr???) themed on... love. Now why did I do that :s Characters were taken from, yours truely,the Final Fantasy and Kingdom Hearts, properties of Square Enix. (owh wad the crap~~ XD)

-Tidus & Yuna-

The couple who, unconventionally, got a not-so-happy ending in FFX. Broke up in the end cuz Tidus was apparently a thousand-years-old illusion... Dating with a ghost.. Now THATS fresh~
-Sora & Kairi- Not too popular, from the Kingdom Hearts series. I wonder if they were EVER officially a pair :S

-Kairi &.... Namine(pronounce na-mi-neh)-
O_O??? Wad, mayb they're lesbian~ macam Ah Bong.

-Squall & Rinoa-
Nostalgic~!!! From FFXIII, Squall Leonhart + Rinoa Heartilly!! The typical romance fantasy~ I played this game three times during primary school. Childhood memories. Cant even find anymore FFVIII game discs now T_T anymone have any??? Lend to me~~~

N i personally tink tat first one is da best~~~

Commercial time -__- click HERE >>> http://firewyvern91.deviantart.com/ if u wanna see more~~ XD

意味がないの人生

2008-12-06T02:29:00.003+08:00

もう長い時間　ブログをＵｐｄａｔｅしません　ね

楽しい事が全然ありません。友達たち　が　全部もう　遊んで　食べて　寝て　何でも　している　が　僕まだ大学に選びＣｏｕｒｓｅを心配しています。

ＳＰＭが終りました。しかし　少しｈｉｇｈの感じもない。

What? Who call u so Si Ai Bin go read d japanese words? Dun understand jiu dun understand lah~ ZZZZZZZ

Sienz... Doesnt even feel like holiday for me. I can't even enjoy a break since I am prematurely bugged with tertiary studies problems. Dun even feel like re-designing a wallpaper n layout 4 me blog.. life.. seems.. so.. meaningless..

The problem with ME is, I don't really have any interest in anything lest it has anything to do with.. the thing i'm interested in =_= & I like drawing. No engineer, lawyer, doctor, pharmacist or whatoever PROFESSIONS tat suits me.

So the only PROFESSION i can (choose?) is architecture? Its the only one tat has atleast a LITTLE bit to do with drawings. But hell, another problem arises: Heck I dont even know if tat stupid course would b wad i was lookin 4. Six years of studying n tons of bling bling to pay n u think telling evryone tat "oh.. I dont like architecture" at d end of the day is a funny joke? Not to mention the competitive nature in tat field, and everyone I came across (even the angmo) said tat archtecture is a hard one indeed.

My dear pa & ma, (if one day you two decided to learn to surf d net n happens to read my blog, no offence) they tell me tat architecture is prospective. I know they hope I'd take d course, even tho they'd say "go take whatver u like" now. I cant blame them for wanting me to take it can I? I'm the one in three children tat they love most n invest d most $$ onto. In the future they'd harap me to jaga them or sth lk tat.

But the doubts I have r stil vry high. Prospective would be thr, provided tat I can GRADUATE n SECURE A JOB. I dont even know if i'd b REALLY REALLY intrested. If i study for 3 yrs n find out tat "oh shit.. is terrible.. I dont like it" I'd b wasting parents' money n my youth. Even if I'd force myself to continue, it'd be form 4 n form 5 repeated all over again, studying science subjects tat I dont like n forcing myself to b at d top. N wad bout d fckin job opportunities wtf so many ppl takin the course

So I went to Taylor's office today to get an application form (tats y i couldnt get to sch in time =). The guy thr was helpful enuf.. altho he unintentionally added some more shits to my thoughts. Ofcourse like evryone else he said " u'll hav 2 b very very intrested to take d course, cuz thr reli alot hu walked d wrong path, n dropped out, n bla bla bla..."

N then my pa, incidentally told him tat I love to draw thing like manga. Walah~~ the guy introduced design courses to me. Designs.. DESIGNS!!!!! U can design anything, signboards advertisements, cartoons, all those visual stuffs.

Yea... I like tat... I like tat kind of stuff...

Downside? I'd not b called a PROFFESIONAL. Jobs r often unstable. Prospective, IF lucky. -$$$$$ jz when i finally found sth in wic i can use my talents..

*oh d irony~~~* *faints*

Why cant life jz b simple. (Sighs~ May I really envy you)

It's like money is the thing tat controls destiny, no more god.

Man... Pls lah my stupid brother.. If u duno how to study, learn pa's fren go Papua New Guinea thr do lumbering business, get urself nearly killed, n come bk n b the richest man in the family lah.... Sister oso lar.. u nt bad, study hard plz... WHY THE FUCK MUST ALL THE PRESSURE N RESPONSIBLITY REST ON ME~~~~~~~ aduh~~~~~~~~~

N when my pa n i was in the car jz now n a Jaguar passed by, I pointed out n said mockingly "oh.. if go study architecture, next time whn i come out will drive tat car right???"

sheesh~~

Now i cant get ABBA's Money-money-money out of my head zzzzzzzzzzzzz

Duh~~ Obviously d whole holiday is ruined. Kinda like the "road nt taken" thingy. Choose choose choose. I hope, atleast life in KL will b much more... *ok lets not expect too much* zzzzzzzzz

Porn.. I need some porn to unwind myself... BB.. zzzzzzzz

Sejarah vs History

2008-11-03T01:03:00.007+08:00

How many of us actually have time to read blogs dis time of the year? LoL.

History is really quite confusing. People often manipulate the facts in their words so that the results will seem appealing to the audience. And I'm not saying what I have here are facts. They are just for mere reading pleasure ^_^

Anyways, I was doing some searching in wikipedia n found something like this:

Orang Asli in Malaysia.
They are divided into three main tribal groups – Semang (negrito), Senoi, and Proto-Malay (Aboriginal Malay).

I remembered studying about a certain group calling themselves BUMIPUTRA. One of their early ancestors was a refugee from Palembang... Hmm sound familiar... Bt i cant seem to remember d name~~ XD They just happened to arrive some centuries before other immigrants and they claim they are the rightful owners of the land. They CLAIM they have the same RIGHTS as the REAL aborigines. Cute. After they got what they wanted from the Brits, the REAL aborigines one the other hand, were (and are still) the ones who remained poor and uncivilised

What more, If you've learnt sejarah, you should have come across the assasination of J.W.W. Birch. The Malaysian History description was: JWW Birch dibunuh kerana mempermainkan adat-istiadat tempatan dan menghapuskan sistem sosial melayu.

THIS IS THEIR "SISTEM SOSIAL":

Slave raids into Orang Asli settlements were quite common feature back in the 18th and 19th centuries. These slave-raiders were mainly local Malays and Bataks, who considered the Orang Asli as 'kafirs', 'non-humans', 'savages' and 'jungle-beasts.' The modus operandi was basically to swoop down a settlement and then kill off all the adult men. Women and children were captured alive as they are 'easier to tame.' The captives Orang Asli slaves were sold off or given to local rulers and chieftains to gain their favour. Slaves trade soon developed and even continued into the present century despite the official abolition of all forms of slavery in 1884. The derogatory term sakai is used to refer to the Orang Asli until the middle of the 20th century meant slave or dependent. Many of the elders Orang Asli still remember this sad period of their history, and they detest being called Sakai.

DATO' MAHARAJALELA, supposedly the hero of Perak, was a local cheif involved in SLAVE-TRADE. He did the things mentioned above for a living. Sounds HEROIC enuf ^_^ JWW Birch outlawed slavery in Perak and gets killed by a mob of SLAVE-TRADERS.

He was merely defending helpless people who were treated like animals by the pig-heads.

Are these HEROES any different from CONQUISTADORES who crushed the Inca n Mayan n made them slaves? Are they different from the COLONISTS who invaded Afica and made Africans slaves? And they have the face to call themselves "the rightful owner of this land".

On second though... They ARE different... Technology wise. People were already using gunpowder when they were fidling wif keris, blow-pipes and lembings. Malaysia Boleh~~

Whats more.. They associate themselves with the middle-eastern civilisations. MY FOOT. MELACAN EMPIRE WAS NO WHERE NEAR THE GLORY OF THOSE MUSLIM EMPIRES IN THE ARAB. THE ARABS, i.e. SALADIN, WERE THE ONES WHO FENDED OFF THE CRUSADES AND FOUGHT THE ARMY OF COMBINED EUROPEAN NATIONS. THE OTTOMAN TURK WAS THE LARGEST AND LONGEST LASTING MUSLIM EMPIRE. THEY EVEN FOUGHT IN WORLD-WAR I.

They just fled... helplessly... when the Portugese came. They were thrown around like used toy by the Portugese n Brits n Dutches. When the Japs came, SOME GUY from KMM (Kesatuan Melayu Muda) yea the guy whose picture makes his big nose look hideously artificial, became the Japs' lapdog. Hehe jz because they have one thing in common with the arabs (who were descendants of legendary civilisations), they think they can save their own face and make themselves look great by kissing some people's ass in their History Textbooks.

ahem~~

Anyways, mysterious term "sakai" tat we once adored in our childhood and used to mock each other... I guess u noe wad it means now eh??

Life Fate Destiny?

2008-10-24T14:01:00.004+08:00

Plan your life.. Is that a good thing after all? Some of us made plans for their life, high plans, great plans, they live by their plans.

In another way, they doomed their fate.

I mean, its not bad to have a plan for life. It's just that.. it locks yourself from exploring life to its fullest, don't you think so? You'd be so obsessed with living up to ur plans to ur own expectations that u neglect the very reason U were given life - enjoy life itself.

I remembered writing an essay on preseverance some years before (errr mayb it was d last year bt heck i 4got~). I remembered saying "the world changes, people changes, anything can change just in a night". That was the whole point- the world changes, but our plans for life were made at a stagnant moment in time. You CANNOT insist to have everything go as you planned. In the end you'll have nothing.

Like, why do we have to insist that our life go the way we want it to? If you failed to do something, maybe you're not meant to do that thing. Maybe you're meant for other things in life, great things, things that you failed to notice since you were so obsessed with chasing what you cant. The point is, life is so full of possiblities. If you cant have something, just get other stuffs. You cant have everything... that would be like... so not "life". Try out other options, cuz they're so many things to do in life. Especially since you have the resources to do it.

I want to be a mangaka, a cartoonist, but too bad, sucks for me, I wasnt born in Japan or USA. Malaysia's cartoon n animation industry is like... 50 years behind other places (not like Malaysia is advanced in anything but rasuah). Well, unless some of u out there knows where I can reaally make a living out of drawing hentai and other cartoons. Tell me if u do~~

So what.. I tink I'll hav a go on architecture (guys, to be frank, I dont really feel any intrest for architecture, but its the closest thing to drawing).

And palmistry and Zodiacs? Cut it out. PLEASE. I've gotta say im impressed by the accuracy zodiacs described my characteristics, but thats all. I don't think I should live the way my star sign says I'll be living. I don't think I should fear the bad things said to me when my frens read my palm (it said, I'd die a single. I'd be poor or something like that. To sum things up its full of misfortunes). Even if its true (yea im very quite unfortunate -_-), I dont hink I'll be like, oh, my zodiac says that I hate Taurus and Libra people (exp only), so even tho i hav a gud fren who's a Taurus, I'll start to hate d fren. Totally NOT practical~~ I might eventually meet my destiny (omg Im really gonna die single? T_T), but I wont INTENTIONALLY follow every single step it says I have to take. (So wad if I'll die single? Atleast I'm trying to find a girlfriend. If in d future really no wife, I'll get a robot maid or sth~ If no sex, I'll just have sex in d brothel until i cant do it anymore~ XD)

I- H-A-V-E- C-O-N-T-R-O-L-. (keep tellin urself that~ ^_^)

We were born to enjoy life as much as we can. But that doesnt mean we throw away our responsiblities lar ;p

I think, we shouldnt be too hard on ourselves. I think, we dont have to follow what everyone does. Everyone were born with flaws, and flaws are what make everyone unique. We should be unique. It's normal. Being good in everything is damn freaky. Dreaming of being good in everything is damn childish.

《说好的幸福呢》 x 《给我一首歌的时间》

2008-10-09T23:54:00.005+08:00

說好的幸福呢

詞：方文山　曲：周杰倫

妳的繪畫凌亂著　在這個時刻

我想起噴泉旁的白鴿　甜蜜散落了

情緒莫名的拉扯　我還愛妳呢

而妳斷斷續續唱著歌　假裝沒事了

時間過了　走了　愛情面臨選擇

妳冷了　倦了　我哭了

一開始的不快樂　妳用卡片手寫著

有些愛只給到這真的痛了

怎麼了　妳累了　說好的　幸福呢

我懂了　不說了　愛淡了　夢遠了

開心與不開心一一細數著妳在不捨

那些愛過的感覺都太深刻　我都還記得

妳不等了　說好的　幸福呢

我錯了　淚乾了　放手了　後悔了

只是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著　要怎麼停呢

The girl is very pretty rite? ;P

《给我一首歌的时间》

zzzz Jay Chou dancing? I mata chehmeh? isnt d gal wearing lingerie?

煩死～～

2008-10-08T00:39:00.003+08:00

媽的～以後除非我身家是算几乙几乙的，絕對不生孩子了～～
操他才好。。搞不好下一代掃地的都需要一個master還是PhD才能做。以後的人壓力大到不知道會怎樣～～ zzzzzzzzzzz
教育費，日常生活費，什麼鬼費狗吠都有。niama~~ 煩死煩死～～還什麼勁爭一大堆zzzzzzzzzz

AHHHHH

聽稻香安慰自己？？（周杰倫有種～～專輯被洩露還敢延後五天發行～～）

對這個世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢繼續往前走
為什麼人要這麼的脆弱墮落
請你打開電視看看
多少人為生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我們是不是該知足
珍惜一切就算沒有擁有
還記得你說家是唯一的城堡
隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑
鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧回到最初的美好

不要這麼容易就想放棄就像我說的
追不到的夢想換個夢不就得了
為自己的人生鮮艷上色先把愛塗上喜歡的顏色
笑一個吧功成名就不是目的
讓自己快樂快樂這才叫做意義
童年的紙飛機現在終於飛回我手裡
所謂的那快樂赤腳在田裡追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂給叮到怕了誰在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著風唱著歌睡著了
哦哦午後吉它在蟲鳴中更清脆
哦哦陽光灑在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切就算沒有擁有

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡
隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑微微笑
小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑
鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧回到最初的美好（回家吧～～安心地去吧～～oohhh~~~~ -_-）

Pre-SPM Syndrome~~

2008-10-06T15:48:00.003+08:00

Sigh... me frens all studying... Sigh... me stil online... playing... Sigh... me gonna die~~~~

Sejarah, n BC barely passes my red zone... Moral n bio stil hanging on d border...

Addmaths hah? Anything left of my morale was crushed by the "sacred virgin" in our sch zzzzzzzzzzzz

I've made up a list of subjects tat really requires luck: BM, BI, BC, PM, SEJ. Art stream subjects... stupidly subjective. I'm worried about d examiner's ability to grade my papers as much as I'm worried about MY own ability to answer those papers cirrectly XD. With the ever-changing marking schemes for PM, I'm not sure if evry teacher has d same idea of what we should write eh? wad IF.. just IF... d teacher tat marks my paper wants a totally difrent format frm our own teacher?

Same goes for those other subjective... subjects -_- Sheeesh n wad if on tat faithful day d examiner has menopause or testicle malfunction n decided to fail evry1?? wad d hell... (I heard bout some malay english teacher hu crossed out SOME words frm students' essay cuz d word were simply toooooooooooo hard 4 them to understand. wtf~~)

Bonus: N u aint gonna noe if they do dis kind of funny things to ur SPM papers r u? Die white white lor~~~~

When we were doin moral jz now thr was a question tat asked for d perayaan in Malaysia. Sumthing strucked me:I wonder if those IGNORANT (dun use d word dumbshit lah~ must b civilised) west malaysians noe what hari gawai is. I bet some of them wont even b botherin to check for it n'll jz giv u a big X Die white white~~~~ x2

Pressure evrywhr... apart frm those hu take me for granted (those like "aiyah sure at home studying hard 1" or those "wad? u scare wad? sure get gud result 1" ARGH I FUCKIN HATE THOSE KIND OF PPL) I stil hav my parents (n myself -_-) hu hope I'd get scholarship, bt 11A's seem like too far frm my reach now *mumble mumble*. Wad more, I'm drowned by d guilt tat my peers r all studying.. I'm still writing in my BLOG!!! WTF~~~~ HAHHAHHAHHA~

*going mad~~~

Ironically (can say lk dat gua~~)... After SPM ends.. I'd b lk, aimless.. evryone noes wad dey gonna do, whr dey goin... bt Im stil... blurr lah~~~~~~~ yawns~~ sighs~~~~~~~

Anyways... jz tot i'd drop an entry cuz im feelin a little sleepy oredi. I JUST STARTED to readjust my biological clock to make myself NOT sleepy in d afternoon~~ N hope i cant make it a habit to sleep early at nites :S

Seeing STARS

2008-10-02T00:15:00.007+08:00

Was jz clicking random postsin wikipedia after I got a mood surge.. again.. (Elyssa gave me a CHE question, which I stupidly missinterpreted. I tot it wanted me to find d number of IRON(II) ions. It only wanted d TOTAL number of ions. N it caused me a whole nite sulkin cuz i couldnt solve it n couldnt get d answer frm Elyssa hu might b bz dreamin of William Beckett's baby)

AND... I just so happened to read about constellations. My sign Auarius has d fllowing traits:

strong-willed / stubborn (evryone noes~ *chuckles*) / obstinate
opinionated / conceited
far-sighted, visionary, revolutionary
original / innovative / inventive
Tolerant, unprejudiced and objective
Humane, humanitarian, altruistic
Idealistic, having high expectations (in love, in other ppl, in addmaths)
Friendly and sociable, however may single-out to recharge their batteries. (yalor sumtimes act emo)
Inconsistent, often shirking from personal commitment. Loyal in friendship.
Remote, detached and aloof, impersonal.
unemotional / cold
Devoted to their goals
Free-spirited, rebellious (always gives teachers high blood pressure~)
Outspoken, although may not reveal true feelings (hmmm...)
Intelligent, intellectual, curious and seeking mental challenge. Engaging.
Unpredictable (I'm crazy~ wad can I say)
Eccentric and unconventional, misunderstood (sobs?)
Enigmatic, magnetic
Progressive
Intuitive
Resentful, temperamental (self-explanatory~)
leading / trend setting

The highlighted characteristics... matches completely with my impression of myself (eh? thr's such thing? -_-) There's seven more characteristics tat I noe I have, bt highlighting them out for d public may seem...... like.... U get d idea~~~~ (or not -____-)

And there's more:

One type of Aquarius person can be shy, gentle, patient and more sensitive. The other type is more enthusiastic and exhibitionist.

I think I'm (partially) both... -_-

They despise lies and hypocrisy, and although rarely caught in a lie, may nevertheless subtly and cleverly manipulate what they say to give a wrong impression.

Reli speechless~~

Likes
Friendship • freedom • intellectual stimulation • camaraderie • surprises • companionship • feeling understood • emotional safety.(crave 4 it~)

The "Likes" part totally hit my bulls-eye... like 100%. Esp the bolded ones.

Dislikes
jealousy, possessiveness, control, ego plays, pointless meetings (SOME LEO meetings), narrow-mindedness, being ridiculed, routines, fighting/violence, inequality, **>>being taken for granted<<**.

When I saw what they had to write about d "Dislikes" part, I decided to copy evrything n post it on d blog~~~ I HATE being taken 4 granted.. esp in my academic skills.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Astrological_signs
Weird~ Go check d articles put in Wikipedia~ Search for ur constellation (provided tat ur not d type of person who's already crazy bout zodiac signs since puberty) n c if wad they hav matches what u r. I was like.. amazed by d accuracy (or mere coincidence? who knows? I'm no one to judge~~) of the characteristics described.

Capricorn??

2008-10-01T03:45:00.000+08:00

I like this "clown" picture. Duno if he photoshopped himself or really had a make-up, but good work~~~ Looks like the typical "killer-clown" in those horror movies eh??

*disclaimer* For some folks out there this might be trivial. For those who, like me, upholds the principle of "no music = no life", you'll understand my plight XD XD XD

WEDNESDAY, OCTOBER 1st, 2008 - SUPPOSEDLY, CAPRICORN, Jay Chou's 2008 album, was leaked into the internet on September 28. Jun Kiat sms-ed me, I googled, found the torrent, downloaded, and played d songs n.... wth??

......11 tracks, never seen before in Jay Chou's albums up to date. (oh nvm, he was jz extra hardworkin dis time).

......Indian-music-themed songs. (yeah~ he changed his style again ^_^).

......A song entitled "女儿红" but doesnt hav even one bit of "chinese wind" music in it (ok startin to get weird o_O)

.......Two song I noticed the tunes n vocals were a little "off" (ps, kinda like when lobak singing high pitch songs in class, u can imagine XD) OmFg something wrong???

.......AND a bunch of songs with titles tat totally dont match with d content.

D more I listened my face turned from (^_^) to (-_-) to (o_O) to (O_O) to (@_@) n then to (+_+)

Thats wad ppl lk me hu refuses to buy original cd gets @_@~~

Forum posts everyway show controversial statements about the "leaked" songs. Some webs posted totally different song titles from the others. Some commented "FAKE!!!" while others said "TQ~~" (I noe everyone is totally clueless too~ everyone hav their own hypothesis :P)

I was startin to think lk, OMFG, FAKE SONGS??? TERTIPU? at first. Sum of my frens even told me d songs couldnt b real, cuz they suck. Gave me a "Triple-H"~~ (p.s Triple-H here means: Head-Hin-Hn... ya... lame... i noe -_-)

But then I realised sth... Hey, most of d songs beh bai ler~? N d voice is totally jay-chou-like. Mayb they just got d song titles scrambled up. But bottom-line: they're totally Jay-Chou standard songs, n if by 10/9 Jay Chou says "I never sung those craps" then I'd go OMFUCKING we hav a totally talented imposter who can mimic his voice so closely? Bah~~ Who knows~ whn d real deal comes out I'd cry out OMFG anyways~

Ohoho all the better if dis is fake, I'll get bonus "fake" songs n all new "official" songs. = _ =

Just one complaint. Stupid lah that "Katak hu Putus Cinta" song. Lame ler~~~ My 1st impression was a sad or romantic song lah y come out dis kinda gila song??! Kills my mood nia zz

Nice songs. Sum whacky (tat bodo frog song zzzzzz AHHHHHHHH!!!! MOOD KILLER), sum sad ballads, n one particular song tat pumps adrenaline into my blood~~

-Be thou truth or illusion, thy beauty is unquestioned-

Owh.. jz another drawing.. AGAIN???

2008-09-25T01:06:00.003+08:00

Aiyah reli nth to write about lah... Things r either too boring, trivial, sensitive, or personal :p

Anyways... Jz wanna brag to Sze Ting tat I finished drawing "KTA's Target" in 5Atom blog... In ONE nite~~~~ 5 hours~~~~ XD

(ya... Sum crazily talented guy took 36 hours to finish drawing d same drawing... But the result n details was way cool, tho~ reli macam d real thing, tho~~ I dun hav tat kind of patience tho~~ cincai cincai as long as d shape is thr enuf liao... tho~~~ :S )

Wakakakaka~~~ Bong Bong Bong Bong Bong~~ (rubber ball bouncing de sound) Can remove tat "KTA's Target" in 5Atom liaw~~ If give ppl c tiok they tink me c-ai-bin ah~~~~

Ah Wei~~~ OOOOHHHH Ah Wei~~~~~ Ah Wei oiiii~~~ I use one 8B pencil only~~~ lalala~~~~

I like d hair... But hate the sword... Macam bengkok jor....

2008-09-07T03:46:00.004+08:00

Nope. He couldnt sleep. Not tonight.

He never thought it would take such a heavy toll on his life. Obviously he overestimated what his mind is capable of. He thought it was just gonna be a short & sharp pain n tat would be all. Sucks to be'em. He was wrong~ The memories kept haunting him like ghosts~

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

U see, there's this wee little problem in his retarded brain he'd been tryin to solve - he still couldnt forget her. After all this time.

Bah, what would people think of him, his obsession. Who cares. Nothing mattered anymore. It was (& still is) killing him. He had to find somewhere to blast all his emotion off. This was the only option he had. (wad? confessin in a blog?)

He remembers tat he said something like "no matter what decision he'd make, it'll still hurt'em" Oh c'mon~ He didnt expect tat the effect would last THIS long. He thought his life would be so occupied by studying n drawing n playing. He'd indulge himself in all the fun he could squeeze out, from school from friends from playing from drawing from photographing from eating from flirting from WATEVA. When tat didnt work he thought he could forget just by tellin other people he'd forget it. He thought he'd be okay if he'd just be his usual whacky n cheeky self. But at the end of the day... well you can imagine what happens at the end of the day.

He didnt noe wad hit him. He just tot he shouldnt cower behind his false smiles and acting anymore. Yep, hiding it any longer would just prolong the torment done to himself. He couldnt take it anymore. He doesnt expect anyone to understand. After all, they're just not him, no matter how well they claim they know him, they're just not him.

So here goes~

HIS カンジ FOR HER NEVER CHANGED. JUST LIKE TAT DUMBASS SONNET-18~ HE'D WONDER NOW AND THEN IF HE'D MADE THE タダシクナイ CHOICE BACK THEN. HE'D WONDER IF SHE'D ALREADY ワスレマシタ EVERYTHING. HE'D WANTED HER TO KNOW HOW イタイ IT STILL IS, HOW クルシイ IT IS TO GO THROUGH THOSE DAYS. HE'D BEG TO BE GIVEN A　セカンド　チャンス. But he knows too well of what'll d answer b if he'd asked anyway~

Shit... sorry!

Posting some shit like this might be offending to someone. He knew he'd be selfish by pullin sumthing like this. But all he wants is to seek some mental comfort. He has nowhere else to go to.

He wants advice. Some USEFULL ones. Things like "don't pull mud bring water (direct translation to chinese, pls~)" or "sheesh get over it u pathetic guy jz forget it~" couldnt help him. So he's wondering if thr's any wise guy out HERE tat can supply him with something tat can put him to REST (yea REST)

Half his life is in a mess (dude, told you not to be so rash tat time~ serves you rite~) He knows his progress will be close to zero as long as he cant get over with it. What? You think he's some kinda iron man? He just a normal human with humanly-human-mentality. Alright put it straight, he admits he's just a guy who cant even overcome a mental obstacle like this. He couldnt. Cant. He needs outside help. Cant do it alone. And he needs a solution to this problem. ASAP. Any helpful comments please?

THIS IS ONE LAME POST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But hey.. wads d use of creating a blog if he still had to think of what other people think about what he writes on it? No no NO ONE SHALL CONTROL WHAT HE WANTS TO POST. It's HIS OWN DOMAIN.. MAN!! He's tired of acting all-matured-&-adult and be considerate n sensitive about other people or the GREATER GOOD. For THIS once, he just wants to be a KID, and write whatever he wants in his BLOG. MAN?! He's needs help!!!!!!! Other people might be able to stand something like this (what are they, robots?), but he cant. Its too much a plight for him to take on.

Sheeshh it feels much better now. Man.. I cant believe you're still reading this.

I cant believe I made this too.... O_O

2008-08-24T23:25:00.003+08:00

Oreo Ice-cream. = = ( by d time i managed to take a photo of it it was already half eaten~ )

Error 404 Webpage Cannot be Found

2008-08-23T17:15:00.005+08:00

Spyware.. Im sure everyone was sick of it (until those anti-spywares came) for ruining your computers.

They take up space in your computer, they do some damages to it, and makes ur system 要死不死. Unlike those hardcore virus, they dont fuck ur pc up like there's no tomorrow. They just appear n cause little problems to kacau-kacau, make u pekchek once in awhile. Not to mention theyr very hard to delete... (nabeh... got ppl reli try to delete it by using 'dlt' button? =_=)

It comes back. again n again, just to haunt you...

Craps, somethings in life are just the the same. No matter how u try to kick it out from your memory, it just keeps comin back (sort of like RavMon?) to occupy needless space in ur hard drive. They pop up now n then to annoy n disrupt ur concentration, bt u're never lk, gonna die from it. They just make your life harder~ If u cant erase it, u live under its mercy until u do.

Don't get me wrong. Nt goin sentimental or wad. The only words tat can describe it is "pissed" and "annoyed". No more. Pissed that someone like ME gets affected by these trivial matters.

Annoyed that I have to live with it n 吞下这股怨.

-Fate. You can either shut up and live with it, or change it to your likings.-

Yea easily said. They didnt define "change" or tell u what prices u havta pay to "change".

Whr r the anti-spywares whn u need'em? I want that stupid corrupted data out of my

computer~ ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

放假！

2008-08-16T16:37:00.006+08:00

考完試放假咯～

Well.. ok I totally fucked up me best subjects (maths, english, chemistry) bt thk lady luck my physics was.... satisfactory~~~ Nah, al I can say is, gotta try harder next one!!! ITS DA BIG FISH NEXT UP!!!!

給考試（跟我一樣XD）不順利而很擔心SPM的人們：別give up~ 考不好，只是給你機會從錯誤中學習、改進！

其實我覺得學書的方法，每個人都不同。就不懂有的老師，眼光就是那麼淺陋，一定要學生照著他的方法去做。練習固然要做，但是給學生做再多的練習，學生從中領悟不到什麼，也只是像放個屁而已～～～

Learning is bout understanding!!! NOT memorizing every shit they put into da book!!!

我很在意，也很強調，讀書一定要會“懂”。

八月十六號了...... Our death sentence is nearing Form 5 STUDENTS!!!! AAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!! Hey... stop... don't u realise sth? Our schooling days are almost over too, u noe? Before long, we'll b like ejaculated sperm, spreading everywhere n in every directions (ok mayb its NOT d best discription XD) but ahem.. the point is.. zzzz u get me.. the end is near....

The good thing is we're goona leave tat shitty sch.

But well... Jz do wateva u stil hvnt done in school, like giving a gal from the class next door (XD) a birthday present on a fine Friday = = . Three more months n MAYB.. jz MAYB.. thr wont b any chance to do it in ur life ever again (bummers, u mite regret it 4 da rest or ur life eh~) *winks* . Unlike in primary 6, we dont have any extra two months in sch after da big test ohh~~~~

Cheers to Elyssa who's gonna do a National Geographic special episode entitled: The Last Days of 5Atom 2008~~~ Go~~ capture sum footage that'll make everyone cry in front of their grandchildren when we watch ur vids n pics in year 2050 XD

颩淚吧～～～～

Thrs only one thing buzzing on my head~ I dun get the point of "stealing ppl's idea" for making our final year mementos n RACING to see which class is more creative n glamourous... I mean, sure the idea might hv came out frm our class 1st bt, hey wads important is 紀念價值和背后藏著的意義，no? As long as we have sth that will remind us in d far future that we were once the penghuni of d most FEARED (for teachers) n SCARY (still, for teachers) n HAOLIAN (so said the teachers) class in SMK JALAN ARANG!!!! 5ATOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yup, Im talkin bout sth lk dis:

http://www.5atom2008.blogspot.com/

So here... Our newborn class-blog ~exclusively~ 2008 Atom. Credits to Elyssa Tan for takin d trouble to set up d blog while someone was snoozing n snoring when she asked him 4 help (= =)

Sheesh... N whens d newpaper namelist for PLKN coming out?? Ngaiti... kena or not acually? @_@?? Go thr play M16~~~ That lakia website n SMS zhun or not 1 ah??? Gudluck to those who are going~ Hope u meet new frens~ Dun bring back a malay GF or BF to sarawak enuf liao = = Say hi when u meet the momoks n ghosts oh~~ Mayb they'll bring u go flying n makan angin around d camp or into d jungle~ Gals kful toilet there alot of hidden cams n hp cameras~ (kful the TRAINERS there oso... hear alot of rape cases) Guys dun watch too much blu film~~~~~~

Most importantly.... Dont eat too much.... =.= seriously... Dont eat too much.....

So... Whr r u guys going after SPM? Work, College, Form 6... Man reli hope i can get a decent scholarship n fly away frm this LAND OF CORRUPTION (can u bliv it? Sarawak is described as land of corruption in WIKIPEDIA!!! Whole world noes... SIASOI AHH) But even if I can fly.. whr to? ZZZZ stil not reli sure wad I wanna do.... mayb next time u guys reli see me squatting at Atap Road help tourist draw portraits =.=

Cheh~ SPM 1st~

畫畫話～～～很就沒有畫鉛筆畫了～～～昨晚一畫就畫到要早上四點 =.= (pokkong ki) 哈哈哈畫了很大張的～～

首先，隨便隨便畫几個豬頭。。。。。。人家笑你畫得丑不要緊～好戲在後面～GGGGG

Then把畫的線條Blurr掉，慢慢加上光線的shading...

最後就是把圖畫整體“固體化”（是這麼說嗎？@_@）

鉛筆畫最重要就是搞好深淺，使看起來像3D~~~

别见怪啦～都是Game的人物來的～

簡單嗎？三步而已～ XD 有空試試看～給對ARTS有興趣的～～～～～～～

-Sunset Horizon-

2008-08-03T22:24:00.008+08:00

LoL... Summer's almost over... Kekeke enjoy the warmth while there's still plenty of SUNSHINE!!!!!!~~ (zzzz talk cock... Malaysia 24 hrs 365 days also hot till wan die~ ZZZZ)

Hey guys guess which country these pics were taken from~ Nice or not? See their summer.
Sumwhr in Europe? Japan? Taiwan?? =P

ZZZZ... these pics were taken by the roadside at the jalan from Kuching - SriAman =.=

Bad day~

2008-07-24T19:07:00.003+08:00

Rainy days r supposed to be my 'good mood' days.

I wanted to stay at home, sleep until 11am, den wake up to study. Stupid father doesnt understand how my brain mchanism works. It can only study when I'm in perfectly good n positive mood (ok lah zzz I'm reli an emo). So he drags me to sch, ofcoz. Fatigue(sacrificed my sleep to do addmaths project yesterday) + din have d morning go as I planned = pissed off n sulky.

N thats how I got to sch dis morning. Ok lah... frens joked around I started to feel a little lighter liao.. who knew? Tiong Ping came into the class, n tell us tat we have to do the experiment SYSTEMATICALLY. We have to explain our project in DETAIL because people who read our projects are gonna be RETARDED DUMB FUCKS (WAD THE FUCK? SO HOW COME THE ADDMATHSD TEACHER NEXT DOOR CAN SKIP EVERYTHING? U URSELF PERFECTIONIST SAY LAH~ WAD JABATAN PENDIDIKAN SHIT)

That meant everything I did n printed out = redo again. Minor change, bt to insert those MINOR changes, i hav2 print evrytHing AGAIN. CB waste my papers n ink.

Nabeh~ was so angry. OK lar i noe i nid to control my temper. zz.. sorry to evry1 cuz I went crazy n said reli nasty things (esp amy, sry. Too angry to control wad I say). I was jz reli tired n Tong Ping had to say "add dis add tat" again. (I reli dun mind u guys having my project.) I confess, Too angry n panas. I was reli pissed off, and at an instance was reli behsong tat i let ppl copy my things n all. But cooldowned now. GomenNasai. SORRY if I offended (or scared) anyone!!!!!

Anyways.. surprisingly Chinese Class made me feel jollier. Mayb all I needed wad to get away from the big crowd for awhile, eat something (=.=lll), n evrything will b fine again.

Sheesh.. finally finallised my "Principia for Dummies" (exaggerated name for d addmaths project zz). Hope tommorow will b a better day.

Of Tiong Pings and Addmaths Projects

2008-07-22T14:22:00.002+08:00

Swt.. nearly go crazy again... Wads that pengawas's name? tat gal hu is in charge of our class during recess 1? aiseh lah din mean to yell at u zzzzzzz

N memang hope ingthian's theory is true. If not... Me become pesalah again? WTF~ zzzz

"CLASS!!! I 4got to tell u tat ur G value shud nt exceed 9.807329864972364325326862304273032098472398623432782736487326..." WTF~~~~

NOWONDER... until now hvnt gotten married. Perfect perfectionist. ZZZZZZ I bet during d old sch days whn ppl HAD wantED (HEAVILY EMPHASIZED "HAD" and "ED"), she'd say things like "oh.. ur height is 0.00000003nanometer shorter than what I want" or "ah... u hav BLACK-blue eyes hor... I wan guy with DARK-blue eyes bor..." (WTF wads d difrence?) or even "OMG~ U hav only 3444 strands of pubic hair... According to my calculations using QUANTUM PHYSICS, a guy with 3445 strands of hair suits me more" (ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ)..... Who knows.. the guys where pissed this way~~

Other class addmaths teacher told them to do LESS THAN 10 pages of project work enuf liao.... Nabeh, I can bet tat when i complete my project n hand in >>30<< pages of work, she'll say this wrong that wrong plz do over again thk u vry much u r welcome plz come again...... (WTF)

ZZZZ I mean, SERIOUSLY, what benefit can we get from this shitty MALAYSIAN project? BABI BETUL~~~~ WASTE TIME(err stil ok lar.. personally i waste alot of my own time XD) the main point is, waste effort, waste energy, waste our brain cell, waste our sight receptors, waste our cerebrum n cerebellum's coordinating system, waste the work done (count in joules XD) by our nerves tat carry impulses here n there (ok i noe im talking crap XD), WASTE ELECTRICITY, WASTE PAPER, WASTE MONEY, n more importantly, waste her own time~

SienZ~ If i can get A1 after doing dis project sure lah i do~ but nabeh, do dis project makan our time for study.. zzzz lagi teruk.

I.. dun dare tell her dis kind of thing lah (unless one day i reli no mood n emo n she bla bla beh beh my project dis wrong tat wrong)... den one more kesalahan fall down frm d sky -.- can sum1 tell her on OUR behalf???

2008-07-19T13:43:00.001+08:00

"There is nothing good or bad, but thinking makes it so..." -William Shakesphere-

Agreed?

People fight because they think what they think is the right thing. Moreover, we don't think what our enemy thinks. We do not consider the situation in the view of our enemy. (nah hu cares~ I'm the right one!) Different perspectives tryin to dominate other perspectives... well, thats the root of all disputes.

Well c'mon... u get me, dont you? If, in a world, thing like stealin n killin n rapin n all were taught by d ppl thr as 'righteous', then to them, those r d right things to do, no?

"It's not good or bad that seperates us from our enemy. It's our perspectives." -Squall Leonhart-

We can think what we want, but that gives no right for us to dominate others with what we think.

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Huh? Y am I here @_@???? Did I just say something???

Oh.... blog??? Yea blog....? Blog.... OH!!!! RIGHT!!!!! HAHAHA... Finally logged in!! remembered my password liao. Bopien lah... Too long nothing to update leh...

Just another update~

2008-06-29T00:41:00.010+08:00

Been ages since I logged into blogspot. Nearly forgot my password ZZZ..

First n foremost i wanna giv u ppl a surprise > > =_= I've found the inner me~ -.-

Yalah joking nia~ ZZZ... Just wan to make fun of "emo". Duno y the word 'emo' kept buzzing in my head dis few days. (FYI I din do make-up ZZZZ.... Just photoshop editted.)

Anyways, it was SMK Jalan Arang's LEO Club induction nite. Bt duno y... No rasa oredi lah~ Mayb went to too much dinners liao. Felt... kinda bored o_O Din even take any pictures or videos 2nite. (Partly din feel up to it; partly cuz was doing PA = =). Nabeh.. Do PA system the PA sifu keep on chap su chap su all my music kena him destroy ki.. ZZ.. sumtime no sound sum time too loud zzzzz... AND... Ngaiti. teacher, president, pasSED president, say music too loud, too rock... swt lah... ppl start to get high the music was stopped... Sry guys not me want to stop ur trance on purpose =.= ZZ final yr do PA really bz no time eat or play. My nice revenge plan all tidak jadi~~

LOOK on the bright side!!! We din hav pengetua speech 2nite~!!!!!!!! NO TALI LAHIR!!!! NO PERHATIEN TIEN TIEN!!!! She go leo dinner no place stand ohhh!!!!

Comment comment.. Hmm.. Food ok lar din eat much =_= PA sifu kepo kepo cant high do my music... Pn Dora dun like music?? T_T Elyssa u rock~~~~ L0L Sze Ting din go no fun. Hmmm now the new generations of leos have completely taken over. So many new faces @_@ And to one of the guys: OMG... U're turning psychotic. I tink u'll scare d gal. (roll eyes)

And lastly, a moral story. DONT, EVER, USE MY NAME TO MAKE A LIE, ESP USING MY NAME SO TAT YOU CAN ACHIEVE UR OWN LIKINGS. CB. GIV U NICE MOVIE WATCH.

Hmmm.. Next time when gals ask u "what, u want to see hah?" I tink shud replying "yes, please show me. Gia, toilet" -.- U see the gal how reply back u =.=

Gave flowers to two gals 2nite (for fun nia lar )... Made me realized how much i nid to get a life :P LoL last time start to "taste" abit of love now feel like want to "eat" the whole thing liao. ZZZ.. Bt how.. Dun hav tat kind of luck (or face) =( LoL~ Giv free oso nobody wan. zz. Nvm lah put nia>>>>>> Here gt kolien guy looking for single gals~ =_= got wic blind gal wan??? (nah~~~)

Shoot thru red traffic light two times when drove back home. ZZ.. Sure one month kena grounded cant drive liao.

Opps.. Final update. Got sum pics~~

Timber Maniacs: Issue #6

2008-06-01T22:04:00.003+08:00

Finale!!!!
ZZ nth write liao lah.. We three boys slept until 9am den kena pn Dora morning call (shud b morning bom -.-)

Awww.. Going bk 2 kch already???? LoL... Got gud got bad... Go bk, face reality again liao. Bt go bk, I can unite with my dear (and petty) "life" again.
Puuboh... Tat guy on the same flight as we were, kept on wanting to jump que.. (zzz only KC gud heart enuf let him chap in). Me n fabian wear until like wan go Tok ppl punya langsung din giv him face~ (even siong him -.-) Nabeh... squeeze until langgar tiok pn Dora bah..

Sigh... Malaysians...

The trip was moderately fun, but tat was secondary concern lah, i know. How many times in ur teenage life do u get a chance to go out travellin with frens (or lovers XD) without ur parents at ur side to say "dis kenot do" "dat kenot see" like dat??? (Bt stil, reli hv 2 thk parents 4 d trip) Frankly I nearly forgot (again) tat I was a student~~ (SPM!!!!!!!! T_T)

Experienced. Endured. Enjoyed. So Back to my old self. Gonna sort out those dirty business back home~~~~

-Over n Out-

Timber Maniacs: Issue #5

2008-06-01T19:53:00.014+08:00

藍藍的天～白白的云～黃黃的香蕉?!?!?! O_O
Yah~~ Full day of liberty!!! Yeah~~~
N so we decided to go visit Manukan Island.. (LoL at first din want to go cuz scare alot ppl. But went there play the most pula.) = = Walk half hour+++ pusing d whole city duno how 'song' oh~~~ Saw d wrong map n took a long cut to d jetty =_=

Since we really did pusing one round d city centre ofcoz took sum pics~

First on my list, d swordfish (=.= so many years liao still standing thr~ Kuat~~) Huh? China Town har?
Duno wad dis building is - -
Skyline~ (supposedly)
Err... Wad IS dat?
D city looks cleaner now, compared 2 bk then

I WANT ALL THE STUPID WEST MALAYSIANS TO SEE THIS! oOo FUCK LAR HU SAY WE DUN HAV CAR HERE?
KK punya Angmo 'pro' qin....

Riverside~
Dis shop.. Patut it close down.. no business..
N behold d jetty~

Just a candid shot.. Duno y she looked into camera >_<

Watch dis vid~~ Fabian's hat nearly fly into d sea = =

Manukan Island~ Really beautiful. I decided not to swim the day b4. When I looked at the water I changed my mind n gave me-self a hearty sunburn -_-. Reminds me of Besaid, FFX~ XD

Ohyea~ Played the banana boat~ Hell yea it was GOOD! In front, lagi SONG arrr~~ sitting on a 'banana' n getting pulled in deep sea by a speedboat, n getting swinged in d water left n right until d banana boat topple n evryone fall into d sea... Hyuu~ I'm not sure we can get sth lk dat here. (ahh sry to tat Daniel guy whose stomach kena my headbutt when evryone fell off >_<)

GGG Wad oso got.. Bikini gals, wan asian wan angmo all got. One particular angmo group, consisting of a gal, her boyfren, and another guy - - (bulb?). Walao... her b00bs shake like jelly arr.... walao... owes kiss n touch... din even care to get a room 1st.. kinda kolien the "bulb" guy tho~ go there nth do kena leng3 luo4 =X ......As though i understand his feeling~ (cuz I was similar to him. Haha~)

Stil got one angmo lau ah ma n lau ah pek. LoL the ahma keep on changing her bikini evry few minutes (heng din c anything), n szeting say the apek punya underwear so obviously show his xiao jiji. LoL~~~ reli beh tahan.... (wakao so zhun, these old couple were in d same flight as us d next day = =)

Pictures: KK was raining -.- The Island was sunny.. =.=
Reminds me of ikan todak in that Prosa Tradisional...Mmm~~ So relaxing~~

Ok lah... I tink tat was all. Was reli glad tat I managed to take nice pics lk these. Fun time passes in haste, ya? We were already near d end of our journey....

Quote Tidus: "A city dead for a thousand years... A city, that I had to see with my own eyes........ The end of Yuna's journey... The last chapter, in my story..."

(WTF dun say until wan die liao)

Dat nite stil go watch movie.. ZZ Korean horror film.. Watch dun understand at all~~~ evry1 ngantuk ngantuk in there. Went to the street we saw those pondan d nite b4, but one hour late, n all those "beautiful" ones were already "hooked" away (lol so many guys with dis kind of fetish?? O_O), i tink. Those hu were left on d street.. ZZ can clearly see tat they WERE men.

Timber Maniacs: Issue #4

2008-06-01T14:38:00.007+08:00

Ahh~ after the crazy nite (not so crazy lah, dis year din cari gaduh with Lion XD) everyone barely managed to get up fpr breakfast today. Day four in Sabah, last day of Forum (yesh~ cheers~~^^).

Boring closin ceremony~ But the comment session was HELL YEAH A WARZONE!!! WOAH!!!!!! Agnes u ROX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL That OC punya face was like, black until like shit, n d lions were like, speechless!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wakaka... Face it lar organising committee, dis yr punya forum SUCK-ED. Last year, we payed rm180 to stay in golf club, eat good food, and hot n comfy shower. THIS year, we payed RM220 to squeeze with EIGHT ppl in a room, eat d SAME food evryday, and faced with constant tripping electricity. WTF. Last yr there were 600+ participants; this yr there were only 400+.

Three Monkeys.. (sort of.. -.-) Who took dis pic -.- im still looking 4 d culprit...
Yo~ LEO Club SMK Jalan Arang~~
Lao Shu n me~

And finally we got out of tat TUALA Resort. Sheesh.. I really prefer the free n casual life outside rather than folo the formalities in thr!! YESH!!!!! BYE BYE FORUM!!!! HELLO KK!!!! HERE WE COME!!!!!! (actually, 'there' we 'went' -.-)

Dat nite, went makan seafood loh~~ Come KK ofcoz have 2 eat hor~~ S.H.E in action again~

Dis video was taken BEFORE we ate.

And this video AFTER d dinner. Scaree mah?

The Orphanage:

LoL... Song song went watch movie, dis ghost movie (KingKong's shout scarier lah~ -.-). Nice storyline ah~ should watch!!

12am+, d movie ended. while we were walkin down d street, to go back, OMFG!!!! I saw the most beautiful n sexy gal I have seen in my life... there were gals dressed in miniskirts n only tube tops, lined up at d side of d streets. OMG.. high qin... Hookers??

ZZZZZZZZZ... den d tuulan thing happened. My fren tell me those are pondan.... =_= (.............)

NABEH!!!!!!!! PONDAN GOT LIKE DAT !?????

L0L... 1st time c midnite a whole street filled with pondan hookers. Haha. din dare to take picture of that particular 1 (zzz "it" reli look like a gal, ask my frens if u tink im crazy -.-), cuz afraid tat "it" would chase after me n want me bayar duit =.= Man... Reli regret din take picture of "it" lah... more beautiful than d galS i noe... (no offence -.-)

ZZ.. On tat nite oso, go CC play DotA... Nabeh, we too pro play with ah beng tat ah beng wan cari gaduh with us. ZZ~~

An eye-opening (and funny) day... One could say... Tats y I like travelling.

Timber Maniacs: Issue #3

2008-06-01T12:08:00.023+08:00

Att: Dis post was modified to fix some bugs. Minor changes were made to the content, mind you. :p

Morning in d resort was slow~~ n drowsy~~ wad, do u expect richmen's kids to wake up so early? =X Yawn~~ Second day of Forum~~Sunrise came from land, so the sea and horizon wasnt dyed in red or anything. Here some pics of the beach. Nice?

But, sum ppl early early oredi wake up to..... **** =X
When I went to breakfast I tot I landed in Europe =_=lll

Lao Ah Ma.. Dis gal har, nid to sleep long long time if not will bom ppl 1 = = Din sleep enuf den tertidur at the opening ceremony =_=lll Got lion dance dis time lah.. (Down dis post got video u eng jiu man man watch -.-). The talk n seminar in d afternoon duno hear how many times oredi. ZZ kena tarik by the lion go up do three hearty roar bah...

BANQUET
And then, came the banquet nite~ Altho the venue was nowhere near "grand" standard, d guys decided to go all out with their best anyway =X Waalah~~ Behold~ Men in Black (except Vincent =_= White..). Handsome or not? =X Taken outside our room before the banquet nite~ Like evry LEO dinner, that nite it was like an exotic fashion show~ duh...
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WALAO WAD IS THIS??????????????????????????????????????????????????

Dis har~ our school's S.H.E :p
=X "No comment~~~"

Compare dis pic with the SHE pic down there.... See y i say them like SHE =.=

Anyone recognise dis gal??? Yakuza Gang punya "Da jie".

Footloose.. Lost my feet there = = Too old for this kind of thing~ *cough cough* In a nutshell, ok ok lah dis banquet nite. Pn Dora said my hair look like japanese cartoon punya bad guy = = Kena tarik got CATWALK n acted like a total IDIOTA. Nabeh~~ So siasoi myself T_T But stil a new n gila experience lah :p Fanzheng no one recognise me =XAnd the P.A. system was finally fixed, so atleast ppl payed attention tat nite. Still, the food SUCKED.

Ohyea.. just in case we missed out anyone on that nite:: Our club got the Excellence award this year~~~~~ kekekeke... I'm just a slacky so dun dare celebrate lah~ XD But to those who really worked hard 4 d club, congrates~~ ^^ k tats all for now. C ya later~

Vids from the opening ceremony:

Timber Maniacs: Issue #2

2008-05-31T19:06:00.006+08:00

Wad the.. KK also hav Bukit Bendera O_O

Kyahaha. Day two n we were already going to the Forum. Bluek. Had to go to the KK Padang Merdeka to wait for a Bus to take evryone to Forum Venue.

Nothing to do while we were waiting so I took out my cam n flashed around loh~~

Oh, (on tat morning) We got the new badges Bryan Chang designed - totally awesome~~~!!
(p.s. sold out in Forum)

Nah.. Here... Nothing do waiting there like.. *duno how to describe* =_=

Saw some familiar faces (LEOs) from kuching, but no idea what those ppl's name are.

TuaLa.. Eh eh no... TUARAN Resort. Yup, one hour+ driving
time from KK city center.

Ohyea... Laughed our assed out when we saw the bus's name. *tut* TUT bus. =_=

The Bitch *******BEACH!!!! Sorry~ typo.
ahem.. The BEACH Resort Tuaran. Not reli d kind of thing I expected. = = Last year was a high class golf club??

After goin to LEO Forum of Miri last year, I can tell you tat this Forum SUCKED from head to toe except for little pieces and bits.

STUPID VENUE, NO-CLASS FOOD, UNORGANISED ROOMS, STUPID SCHEDULES, MEANINGLESS TALKS, CRAPPY THEMES, AND BODO PROGRAMMES~ NABEH, THEY ONLY TELL US EVRYTHING IN THE LAST MINUTES~

See for ur own eyes... Lakia~~~ They squeeze eight ppl in one room. CB. (feel like rapin' d OC)
Worse, there was constant electricity trips, and no hot water, apart from small water pressure in our rooms (D piss coming out of our *** packed much more water+pressure compared to the shower, BELIEVE ME)

AND, unlike last year we couldnt make a sauna out of the toilet room (LipKee -.-)

Oh well, d only comfort I got the 1st day in da forum was tat, atLEAST the sunset was no eyesore to me n my dear camera~ ZZZ

That nite, instead of a seminar like last year, those stupid organisers decided to hold a fellowship nite. Bodo punya theme: Jeans, Sunglasses, and Hat. What do they teach kids in Sabah MAN!!!!! Who'd wear SUNGLASSES and HATS in a DAMN NITE???? (ok lah mayb hats are tolerable, but sunglasses? WTF~)
Ofcoz, d organisers were like, sendiri organise, sendiri high...
See even d stage, they gave it green lightings, like in a ghost movie~ Heck....

See the Hall... Kanasai compared to last year.. Don't even have the 'grand and magnificent' kind of ambience... AND THEY NAMED IT THE "ROYAL HALL"....

Dis guy (eh?? Look familiar huh??? Anyone knows him??) wore hat... the other guy from the other school (dun mention his name lah XD) wore the same kind of hat, too... But KC... coldly remarked : " eh u kena Cancer har y wear dis kind of hat" ****faint~~~~

Conclusion: Bodo fellowship nite. Bad PA system. Cant even remember tat nite's program except whr Zi Sing went for a catwalk = = (laf at ppl bt sendiri oso kena d following nite ZZ). Kolien the MC, nobody hiu cuz d sound system reli jiak sai 1~~ Ppl started gettin bored n went back to room by 11pm. LAME~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

K lar.. just to be fair, dis year the outdoor games WERE NOT cancelled. It was quite fun. Quite fresh, but not quite organised. Still OK lah~~~~ Atleast we had a little fun. :p
Stay tuned, again :p

Timber Maniacs: Issue #1

2008-05-31T17:46:00.008+08:00

How do I start... Hmm... Blue blue sky, white white clouds...
(zzz cut the crap~)

Haha, went to the LEO Forum in Kota Kinabalu with me fellow frens n our Pandora (pn Dora =_=). Ofcoz, we didnt miss d chance to hang around in the "country below the wind" (Negeri Bawah Bayu direct translation = =) Just came back, tot I'd jz write roughly on d trip~

Honestly the trip started out bad, eh? Well, the weather at TERMINAL TWO (Not terminal tiga XD) n KK was like, hell hot. And no, we didnt met Rimpa. =X

Since when was the second terminal in KK @_@?? L0L never knew until tat day~~

Intrestinly, I found a song (i mean, its song name) I've been listening to in Taiwan last year n have been wantin
to find it but couldnt, when they played it on d plane. You dig? XD

Hither stands our inn. (Pn dora couldnt recognise dis pic when i showed her tho XD)

But due to sum hellish circumstances six boys had to share two single beds for the nite. =.=

But anyways the place was way better than last year (thx Elyssa~ Muacks~) With hot water n TV, a working toilet, and reasonable price~

And weirder, there's wireless internet service there = = Odd place to find things like this in there~

ZZZ... This... Its... The toilet - -

Nth lah just tat we had a hard time when we used the shower. The pipe was too short =_=

So d tall ones had to squat like indon kia kena orang tangkap (no offence XD) to bath.

C tat white piece of cloth = = N tat little pillow~

Kolien, slept there squeezed to a little corner~ Like sardine T_T

First nite there evryone was pooped. Didnt manage to walk far. Hung around (not literally) at central point, got honked by a few cars when we tried to cross a busy crossroad as if we owned the road, n went back to d inn to hear Fabian "cook porridge" (and irritating wic ever gal on the other side of the phone with our constant shouting).

Awww... N a heart warmin moment where d gals gave kws a hooded T-shirt n a handmade b.Day card for KWS. (D boys no use wan XD) (Kws finally got "huut". XD)

Took a pic of the... WTF? Narnia Lamp-post?? >_<

Frankly I didnt take the first day too positively lah. Feel like dis time not so fun. But well, I proved myself wrong for d next few days. I just worried too much :p

Stay tuned~ :p

生‧活‧

2008-05-22T00:40:00.005+08:00

Paiseh~ 偷掉OJK的Blog名了～～ :p

多久沒寫Blog了～哈哈。今天是心血來潮～反應一下考試后的生活～～

一個學期過了。放假，只是暗示SPM的到來……越來越近了！！！很怕～～
雞下個星期考車了…… 我還要等下個月～％＄℃＄℃＄％＄＃℃％＃＄％￥＄％！！老蛇怎么還沒撞車死掉呢～～至少弄個車禍把他的小弟弟撞個綿綿爛爛～～～ GGGGGGGGGG

也許受過一次傷的人，就永遠把心門關上，不再相信外人了嗎……
現在看見她，自己也覺得很內疚。甚至連朋友、姊妹；她對大家說的話、做的事，都非常過敏地反應。
希望她能找到從前的自己吧！

這几天都很忙～考完試，還是很忙～XD 玩GTA以外，這几天都忙著“學藝”。終於給我學會用電腦彩色了～～～（別笑我 >_< 知道很菜……）加上 addmaths這次終於“破雞蛋”拿到 A1，覺得自己終於有點小成就了～～ T_T 感～～～～～動～～～～～～

來來～～把作品擺出來～～有心的話給點意見咯～～～ (死要臉Hor =_=)

我十七年來第一張有彩色的畫～～算是“試驗”～

試驗過後來個真的～～本身覺得還好啦～～給她取名“Moogal”~ (玩過Final Fantasy的人應該知道Moogle吧～我就來個“Moogal” 咯～～讀音差不多～ Gal = girl~ XD)

P.S. 記得，如果要給comment, comment顏色就夠了～～不要管圖畫內容是什麼～ XP

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2008-05-14T12:17:00.004+08:00

What the FUCK is wrong?

Biology papers today, n I NEVER felt so helpless in answering the questions. Man, my yesterday was so fucked-up tat it made me lose ALL the FUCKIN high I have to study.

Blame myself lah~ Never study durin normal schooldays n only start to learn from scratch the day b4 d actual paper. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
But MAN! Why the HELL does something like this happen the day I need to maw down my bio?
SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN IT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why the hell did things get so complicated. Some people... They just want people to know how they feel.. Never even care about what other people feel. That's what I see from my P.O.V. Everyone have a totally different perspective regarding this matter. Who should I listen to.

I'm fucked up. I'm confused. I don't know what the FUCK in this world should I do. Different people keep on giving me different point of views and advices. Each varying from another, contradicting each other. If things continue like this my whole school life will definitely drop into a shit hole.

Help.

它娘曰～～～～～＝＝

2008-05-07T19:50:00.007+08:00

SienZ~~ 這几天考試都生病（頭痛發燒）～今天還考了它娘之的華文～鳥看不懂，四十題我會做的……… 大概十題吧～～～屌嗎～ XD

今天去學車，死老蛇終於給考試日期了～～好像六月十號～～ ZZZZ （一月生日的人六月才考～～正種它娘之～）哇喀喀喀喀～～

考試完放假咯～～（gia~ 再去台灣玩～～ XD）這次Leo Forum 在Sabah，將會去KK走走～看看有什麼好玩的…… 喂，你們几個不喜歡吃海鮮幹嘛又跟著去＝＝。可能會被海盜抓也（不用回學校XD）。最重要，沒有家長在～～（萬歲～＝＝）做什麼都可以～（只要Pn Dora睡了＝＝）。

考試完，放假玩，几個月后…… SPM～～＝＝真的很“期待”…… 可惜真的沒錢，沒有不用那麼擔心考不到好成績！！

GGGG… 介紹大家，看Keroro～～超好笑是也～ XD
Kerokerokerotamatamatamagirogirogirokurukurukurudorodorodoro~~~~ 共鳴！X5！！！！

咒老蛇撞車死掉～咒老蛇撞車死掉～咒老蛇撞車死掉～咒老蛇撞車死掉～咒老蛇撞車死掉～

想寫也寫不出來

2008-04-30T20:25:00.005+08:00

很多東西想寫。可能太多東西想講講不出～

考試到了，書學也學不進。可能最近心情太不穩定吧。（林北要見心理醫生～！）

其實有點擔心。但無所謂啦～跟你們說了也不明白。不就說我每次偷偷在家K書。ZZZ

吶貝～也不知道我的luck几時會放我飛機。而一些人，只會在身邊給壓力。（管你們有心還是無意 oOo 比個臭話再說）

ZZ。。KNNBCCB～很不想讀書！（沒辦法，沒錢ZZZ 不能不讀ZZZ）

多想看看外面的世界～到全世界的各個角落。發覺到，我很喜歡那種這邊停一下，那邊住一下的日子（哈哈，也是從去年尾培養的怪心理 :p）。除了可以看看外面的美，也可以接觸到不一樣的人。又有新鮮感，不必在一個地方呆太久的那種。

最重要，可以讓人忘了在家響的一切煩惱～～

可是呢，就沒錢啊…… 說來說去，只好讀書咯ZZZZZ以後再打算～

讀書讀書，天天讀書。我也不懂，Thomas Edison + Albert Einstein + Isaac Newton 這些神經病兒童（神童）就只是讀書后才變聰明咩？沒啊，他們還不是經過Practical才寫下了theory。吶貝，怎么現在的人那麼注重theory的？會寫會講不一定代表會做！有的人，theory唏北厲害，但是如果叫他們apply在日常生活……算了，說了都會下衰～～就不明白，哪個白痴定下的規矩。現在的人（老處女說對！）只學以前人發現的東西，而且是被簡旦化的知識、被印在“black & white”的知識。他們只需要背 y=mx+c，并不需要知道為什麼會這樣、那些東西哪裡來。

我也很無奈，很少學生會去問這些東西的來源。你們不覺得背一些你們根本不明白的東西，很白痴嗎？（沒啦，可能你們都會懂？我可是很笨的～XD）令我想吐血的是，當你問一些老師有關這些事，他們卻說，你們不需要知道、考試沒出、本來就是這樣的…這些答案。很下衰乜～～看不起你們乜～～～

ZZ… 世界上，白痴的事情往往總是發生。不公平的事無處不在。有上帝的話，我很肯定，牠不是在玩弄人類的話，就是個白痴。不然，Eric Tan 不會做 Region 1 Chair, Mahathir一定坐牢，George Bush 一定被暗殺，白痴不會當世界領袖，只會講不會做的人不會做老闆。（但如果世界只有好人的話，恐怕2/3的人會立刻不見。）

算了～無奈歸無奈，誰叫己無能～

哎…還是畫畫比較好～～至少覺得自己有一點成就～～（別說，我畫畫, 學校都有人不爽我～～ZZZZZ 什麼世界～）

濱崎‧步的畫像。（哎呀不會像不要緊啦～眼睛大就好～XD）

Of Folklores and Urban Legends?

2008-04-22T00:01:00.000+08:00

朋友們從camp回來，結果真的，很多故事聽～（你們也夠厲害～去到那麼邪的地方～）
說來說去，就說著“鬼”。

到底存不存在？沒見過的人，當然堅持沒有這回事吧～！但是，尤其是我們這些很多習俗and信仰之地，更是更多聽了毛都站的故事！

Folklores (不知華文怎么說，民間故事？)
本人，相信有這些“好兄弟”的存在。本身，對有關這些事，老實說又怕又想了解～

在亞洲，就已經流傳許許多多的故事。各族禁忌更是無奇不有。我是在接觸到日本民間傳說后，開始對這些事產生興趣。不知是好是壞？？

除了冤魂和在人間迷路的“好兄弟”，就有：紅線、紅衣女鬼、香蕉精（＋紅線）、牆里的婆婆、鬼押床、死神、山中的各種神靈、河童、降頭、午夜的巴士與捷運、碟仙（還有很多很多遊戲）；就連酒店、醫院、樓梯、電梯、房間，甚至furniture的擺放，都有著不同的故事。

狗：
狗、貓等動物的感官，都比人類靈。大家有沒有想過，深夜中，往往都會聽見狗叫聲？（媽的，我不是說發春的那些～ZZZZ）仔細聽，有時它們的叫聲，是多麼的悲慘，拉得很長，很長。有沒有想過，它們是看到什麼，使到它們產生這種反應呢？

醫院
古晉中央醫院，大家都知道吧！新的一棟病房建好后，清潔工人到那邊打掃。就有一位，看見地板無原無故突然間出現血嘀，而且好像是越來越多（好像有東西在走動，而血從牠身上滴下）。
牆上，也好像被人用手涂過血。她去察，但察不掉，便調頭走人～（還虧她敢去察＝＝）。等到帶大家去看，什麼都沒有。也沒有人敢說她講騙話，因為在醫院做久的人，都知道那種地方，什麼都可能發生……

電梯
也發生在古晉中央醫院的case。新來的醫生搭電梯。上到有一陳樓，電梯停，門打開，站在門外的儘是…（不說你們也知道）。他馬上把電梯門關上，等上多一樓（門開了外面沒東西的），馬上zao lo~~~~ 也不知道搞什麼，事情過後，他忘了是那個電梯，結果有一天有搭一樣的電梯（無言）……結果又被他看到多一次。哎～＝＝據他說，那XX的臉，很恐怖很恐怖………

故事的版本，往往都是不一樣的（所以我不要多說為妙～以免誤導XD），但重點都是，故事里的東西都是現代人的“邏輯”不能解釋，就和人們信仰宗教說的“奇蹟”一樣，都和現代的“科學”有著 "controversy"。

信不信，因人而意。

鏡子
鏡子與相機，傳說都是靈異事件發生的地方吧～這我要說的鏡子，不是什麼故事，而是…我家（靠～～～）
不知道為什麼，總覺得一到晚上，整建屋子就像一面鏡！就連冰箱，電視，牆壁都會反光～～
好怕 T_T

ZZ～寫部落格一定要有題目的嘛？

2008-04-16T21:23:00.003+08:00

最近都沒什麼好寫的～也好啦～～這代表最近沒什麼大煩惱～不很傷心，也不很快樂～

平平旦旦過～～～～ WTF～要五月了！！！
有沒有想過，去年的今天，你是在做舍？時間過得真快叻～一年又要過一半了～給大家壓力：SPM要到咯～～～～～～～～～＝＝（被打死都有份）

這兩天改行畫Q版漫畫，邊畫會邊笑，有時還會跟著那卡通人一起嘴嘟嘟＝＝還好沒人看見～哈哈哈（如果有人看到一定以為我“起笑”（用Hokkien））

剛剛翻過mp3...... 翻到SHE的歌。喔，先講一下，是以前（几年前的）的。《不想長大》那個專輯吧～！我也知道，現在很多人不聽SHE的歌了（我也不聽她們新歌了＝＝），因為（說好聽一點）不是很好聽了～
但是以前的她們唱的歌，沒話說～！！聽著聽著，就回想過去………

可惜，就連以前的歌，身邊的大家也很少會去留意。只不過聽聽几下《中國話》，又把她們忘了。其實，喜歡抒情、悲傷慢歌的人，她們的（舊）歌，是可以深深的觸動人心的。

吶～～給大家聽一首～～網路好的話，留下來等歌load一下聽一聽～～名叫《綠洲》。

其實還有很多很多很好聽的…… 就從以前的《河濱公園》，《Nevermind》,《候鳥》，《你還是不懂》等等等等～～～

比賽去＝＝

2008-04-06T18:24:00.006+08:00

媽的～～（靠～很沒有文化的開場白～ XD）

故事： ZZZZ假期，大家一定是睡遲遲的不？也不知道哪個老師打電話來，說要拿IC號碼，結果迷迷糊糊就給了～

回去做我的甜夢～～～～～

＄％＃％＄％＃＄？？？？？結果是被騙去參加比賽＝＝想退出但老師已還錢了… ZZZZZ

嗯…… 以為那個班上英文西北厲害的有去… 結果被她放鴿子＝＝

So只有我一個最老(in our school team lah..)的參加＝＝下衰＝＝

比賽是比英文Spelling... 給你字，你Spell出來，spell錯就在大眾面前 “察臉”（lapbin XD）。
比賽的名字好像是………

S.I.R.???? 人家 SCR Singapore Chicken Rice... 你SIR… Singapore ITIK rice?????

老師眼睛打鳥以為只有四間學校參加，結果有十五間… ZZZ
還有…很多馬來人呃～～～～ ZZZZZZ看到想吐～～～
這是節目製作人……看他的（先申明，是個“他”！）的頭髮……… 他英文講的很deng, 但好像是Gay佬＝＝
Bluek~ 結果全部輸了－－我死在 “ceasation” (still duno if it is spelled this way. LOL) 的手里… ＝＝操他X～那個給字的人，給有的人容易的，給別人又很難 ZZZZ～～

Finalist 的字有：Gargantuan, Endearment~~ (剩下的忘記了) 很容易… ZZZZ

＄＃＄＄％＃＄ May 幹嘛沒參加～

Umm.. Christmas wish, Anyone? XD

2008-03-25T00:01:00.004+08:00

Ever heard of 'enough is never enough'? LoL.. OmG Bandai released so many GunPla Models this year... Sheesh... Mayb I'll consider robbing a bank to buy them all.. Sob Sob.. Anyone knows where to work for some quick cash???

Well, just in case anyone is wondering what the hell this post is all about, it's about GunPla Models, gundams. Collecting these stuffs has already become one of my hobbies (duh~ no one can stop me from abusing those scholarships WISELY~ XD).. One model costs about erm, >rm200 (well, the good ones, that is..) (cuz the stupid Malaysian trade department decided to tax these things higher than they tax their beloved cigarettes and liquor), and assembles into a model about one foot tall. I dont know why people likes to call them "toys"... urgh... just pisses me off :p

How could they call these pieces of art... toys???? Meannie!!! T_T
Just to clarify, these models, once assembled, stay on display shelves, for gud. (I had a case where I found spiderweb on one of mine =_=) Can't really play around with them, XD fragile things...

So many from Gundam 00 is out already.. Exia, Kyrios (HALLELUJAH~), Virtue, Dynames~~

Mister "Seven Swords"

And Exia is already out in this Trans-Am edition..
Throne Eins

Throne Zwei

Personally, I like this the most~ Graham Aker's Flag (gives me the simple n' clean feel)

Oh and where on EARTH did dis come from... Sigh... I worship its designer..... T_T

...Unicorn Gundam...

Rite guys... you might be wondering why I use an old sch bag and handphone, constantly runs out of stationery, don't have a watch, dont want to pay for exercise books n all? This is why~ XD

－沒有名字的故事－

2008-03-18T00:45:00.006+08:00

男孩又失望的望著手機…… 十一點了…… 簡訊“嘀嘀”的聲音，始終遲遲未來……

“妳真的那麼忙嗎… 忙到連回我短迅的時間都沒有… 還是，妳連念，都沒念就刪掉了？”

男孩覺得，女孩對他真的很冷… 男孩記得，讀初二那年，女孩有對他說過…

“你很被動……”

可是，現在的男孩已經嘗試改變，嘗試去接近她，不是嗎？

今天，男孩知道自己做錯了。可是平時不會講話的他，怕越說越慘，結果就硬著頭皮不開口，靜靜的聆聽女孩對他抱怨。

回到家，他才知道想對女孩些什麼。後悔，為什麼在學校又沒跟她講清楚。

他遙遙頭“我就是這樣沒用的啦”

十一點半… 算了，等下去只苦了自己。男孩，沒有得到女孩的回復。他向她傳的封簡訊，早上沒說的話，放進去了。他其實還想跟女孩說很多很多…

“我是把功課放在第一的…” 男孩想起女孩的話。

算啦～下次吧。

但，他想不懂，女孩為什麼這樣。他很難過，真的。女孩連一封簡訊都不能回他？男孩不懂，為什麼女孩就不能對他好一點。

她平時做的事，都會使男孩傷心。有可能她不知道。因為，對外面的人來說，男孩很開朗、會明白事理。可能，她沒想過，男孩也是有感情的人。會犯錯的人。

“哥兒們？”
“是啊，你不知道我很多嗎。哈哈”

“你到底要怎樣的愛情？”
她問過他很多次，但男孩次次都給不出回答。

男孩其實不需要什麼摟摟抱抱的。他都了解啊，女孩對這件事的觀念。男孩很想對女孩說，他只希望她不要對男孩那麼冷，有時對男孩都是愛理不理。

可是，男孩，多多少少始終會顧面子… 他想開口時，又想起自己一直一來都為那女孩，從班上的聰明學生變成個瞎子、白痴，不知為了女孩坐過几個依平常理智他不會去做的事。結果，到頭來，男孩還是無法面對女孩把自己想說的，說出來……

而且，男孩也想過，如果他給了回答，女孩一定放在心上。他們還能算是自然地交往嗎？

他知道，女孩通常對他很直接。喜歡的，不喜歡的，都會很坦白的說。但是，男孩認為，女孩這樣做，反而顯得很不自然。甚至，男孩很不喜歡女孩常說“我就是這樣的”而不成嘗試改變自己… 就算為了男孩也不行…

他也知道，今年考試，一定要讀書。他了解女孩很忙。女孩不能找他，他就偶爾去找女孩咯。

“哦”
“哦”
“哦”
“哦”

有几次，男孩心中的火，就因為女孩冷酷的回答，被撲滅了。他覺得自己很主動找她，但他也注意自己不要犯以前的錯，不可以天天黏著她。可是，就算在那些偶爾找她的時候，有時又好像什麼講話的機會都被她那短短的reply給剎了…

“忙、我很被動、我們才開始…”男孩不知道怎么辦… 她說的，也是對。但另一方面，男孩覺得自己也面對同樣的情形啊。但男孩已經絞盡腦汁，改變自己的態度。難道，難道女孩一點也不…

“So, 她今天跟你說了什麼？”

Messenger 的 window frame 從電腦螢幕中跳起來。男孩驚醒，看了那nickname… 他有失望了… 唉，不是女孩。是女孩的朋友。

男孩很納悶。女孩不理他，他心裡又很多話說不出、很亂。結果，在女孩她朋友的追問下，男孩把自己的苦衷一一向她說出來。男孩想，講出來總比放在心上好吧！女孩抱怨男孩有什麼都不跟她說，卻向外人談吐。男孩真的很想問女孩…

“我找妳的時候，妳又在哪裡？”

每次，不是沒空，就是發小姐脾氣。人家，又怎么能接近她，跟她說話呢……

夜深了… 女孩的朋友也下線了… 他看著時鐘… 女孩這時候應該睡了吧…

男孩又想到她了… 無奈！“哈哈，沒辦法。慢慢來吧！誰叫我那麼愛她…”

誰叫男孩了解她…… 誰叫男孩那麼願意被她傷害……

“我很…笨？”

他想起自己在那天的烤肉會上，夸自己“哭？不知道几年級的事咯～現在的我，要哭都哭不出來！哈哈～～”

死鬼…在騙誰…現在，不是明明在掉眼淚嗎…

－Yumemi，上－

假期～雖然沒有墾丁，但還是有另一個沙灘玩～ XD

2008-03-16T01:16:00.000+08:00

全ては一つ朝で始めさす。。。。ハハハハハ～～～

學校假期。。想不到會友機會跟朋友們出去玩～～

放几張照片～看看吧～～

(P.S. Photo captions are BELOW the photos, not the words above d photos.)

在學校。。故事開始。。。（噹噹噹～～）

團體集合，一定有人會遲到！但是，這次你們知道誰嗎？？竟然是我們親愛的帶隊老師！！！

仆－安朵－啦！！（Puan Dora）每個人在等＝＝

等老師沒事做拍的。。想想如果有什麼事，人家找到我相機后可以看得到車牌號碼～XD

PS:那個穿黑衣的人。。說這張拍得他看起來很高（腳很長＝＝）

到叻到叻～～很多人嘛～～

Errr.. 這是我們住的～

兩個男的在那偷偷摸摸幹嘛＝＝

雞“煎"（雞奸？XD）雞蛋～ XD

大姐大玩牌～看過嗎？

接下來都是風景拍：

啊？哦。。這只狗！西北（si beh)會扮可憐的！！拿相機對著它竟然看過來＝＝

結果那天晚上還跟我們討吃＝＝

你看你看～是不是看起來很美很高級？（因為攝影技術好吧～XD）

緑蛇だ～　美しいだろう？？

Nah~ Jz a random pics of those hotties in our group, posing for d cam~

水氣球大戰～！

S.H.E.?? (吐～～～XD）

これはART~~ですね？？？？おきな“山”があるよ～～

another random pic.. dis time of d ppl playin.. in water~

OKAY!! I wanna know what LOBAK has to say for dis pic~~ Suu lar u~ Ppl more san-la den u~

Next, 玩沙的：

何だ？これ？？？O_O

啊～～～～～～～

可憐。。。樹熊被活埋＝＝

美人“魚餅”XD

傑作！！！

啦啦啦啦～浪花一朵朵～～

哦。。這是凌晨三時多拍的～很多人說那個晚上要熬夜。。。結果最後剩下几只鳥。。。

Uh-huh... Dis gal seriously needs to go for a mental check-up... Kiss tiang...

We did BBQ for tat nite: (pic shows the BIG ARMS of the BBQ~~~~ Girls, dont go wet :p)

Ofcoz.. there's also 美腿～(最左邊～) Guys, Don't harden :p (I DON'T mean tat blue birdman!!!)

講有講沒有的～才知道有人的名叫 Newness!! Winfull!! PROSPEROUS!!!! LOLLOLLOL!!!!! 嗯。。老師很偉大～陪我們鬧通霄～～ T_T

嗯。。尤其是給最後一年的同學。。這樣的時光應該要珍惜～～總是說下次下次，但你們知道還會有几個下次？？？哈哈。。。 Save these pictures, ask frm me if u want the videos. Atleast, u can hav a memento of ur last yr in SMK (ZZZ Even tho, again I repeat, THE SCHOOL SUCKS) Jalan Arang~~

アンタ達が。。。僕の心に。。。永遠に存在します！忘れないよ～　この写真を見てれば後の時会う事できないでも友達を覚えます！キット！！（ZZZ i'm startin to sound gay...)

Gundam Parody Part 2

2008-03-09T20:58:00.007+08:00

Part 2 Part 2~~~

Strike: Wah abang! Where u get all this thing ar?

Strike Foreman: Why u so stupid? Use head lar~ 688 China Store is fake 1 har?

Strike:Ya oso.... =_=

Strike Foreman: Ok Ok~ Start work start work~~~

Strike: Eh abang~ Jz now b4 u buy the things har.. I got tink ar.. Why dun use our own pisau to cut these things? Save money ler~

Strike Foreman: ....................

Strike: Hahaha... I smart leh~~~~
Strike Foreman: ....................

Strike Foreman: SMART UR HEAD LAR! U USE UR LANJIAO THINK IZIT? OUR KNIFE? PLASTIC KNIFE LAR BODOH!!!! U CUT!!! U SENDIRI MAN-MAN CUT!!! CUT UR HEAD!!! IF CAN CUT I EARLY EARLY TAKE OUT KILL OUR BOSS LOR NO NID TO WORK LOR!! POK KONG 1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(Strike Foreman punches Strike....)
Strike: AhhH~~!!!! My HEAD~~!!!! FALL DOWN JOR~~!!!!!!!

Strike Foreman: ZZZZZ.... U made in Japan eh... So ez break ar?

................Almost one day later.........

Strike Foreman: @!$@!!@$##%$#........ Kueh Lanjiao..... Whole day baru finish the body and the head..... ZZZZZ so hard meh............. Oi.. Strike~ Mana lu?

Strike: Oh abang~! Sini~ Sini~~!!! U see~~ The new head can fit onto my body neh~~~
Strike Foreman: O_O

Strike Foreman: Aduh.... U.... U hit ur head when ur mother giv birth to u har....... ZZZ y so pot luu 1?????
Strike: Aiyah abang.... U baru pok luu lar.... We where gt mother gif birth wan.......

Strike Foreman: ...................................................... (faints)

New Body: ??? ??? ??!!!! WTF??? Y i dun hav hands n legs??? OI~~~!!! U PPL HVNT FINISH WORK OREDI ZAO LO????? ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ COME BACK OI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gundam Parody? Part 1

2008-03-08T23:20:00.011+08:00

Cast: Boss
Strike Freedom
Destiny
Strike
Strike (foreman)
Strike-Foreman: Yo dude~!!Long time no see~~
Destiny : Hi big abang~~Yalor~~ Long time no see~~
Strike Freedom : ZZ so early d boss call us all come here o.. Kamlan....
Strike : (act cool-ing.. Diam diam nth say....)

Strike-Foreman: Eh~ Eh~ Boss come~ Boss come jor~~

Strike-Foreman: YO YO WASSUP BOSS!!!!

Destiny: Errr.. Elo boss~~

Strike Freedom: Boss~~ Gud morning boss~

Strike: yo boss~~

Boss: Diam lar got work giv u ppl do~~ (throws a pile onto the group)

All four: Eh? Apa ni~~??

Strike-Foreman: Walao eh boss? Wad u wan us do wif dis???
Destiny: Ngaiti.. Dun tell me u wan us to build all dis ar... Siao ehh~~
Strike-Freedom: OI BOSS~~~ DUN SCARE ME AHHH~~

Strike: OMG boss.. dun lar~~ T_T

Boss: CB cant diam 1 har?? Ahem.. Strike Foreman! U! Put u in charge of dis time project~!

Strike Foreman: Wha.. WHAT???

Other three: (am-chio am-chio.....) Heng not us.. GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG...
Boss: U guys, build this thing properly ar~ Faster the better~ Dun curi tulang!!!!!! I want dis thing finish b4 my holidays habis!!!!!

Strike Foreman: Siao ar u boss~ U nothing do liao ler holiday now.. Stil wan us do work for u mer~ Ngaiti I stil nid do alot thing ler~ Housework.. Homework.. Jaga nenek.. Jaga cucu.. Jaga GF.......

Strike: Psst pst.. oi.. foreman ar.. dun so kueh-hun lar... later boss pek cek oo..

Strike Foreman: Wapui~ Diam ar~ OI boss~ Dun like dis chau-kuan lar~ No menghormati hak pekerja wan...........

Boss: (Tulan jor) MCB u wan har????? NOW IS ME BOSS OR U BOSS???? WAN DO DUN WAN DO???

Strike Foreman: AHHH!!!!

Strike: OMFG!!!

Destiny: aiyaaaah!!!!

Strike Freedom: AAAAAAEEEEEEEAAAAAAOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

..........so in the end..................

Strike Foreman: Do ma do lor........... ^%&%$$#^%$%@!

Strike: Sweat ar... Those two others... They say they go Undi o.... Balik kampung ki... ZZZZZ no nid work.....

Strike Foreman: ZZZZ BN lose so much liao... They still go back undi kamlan? Keke wan lar.... Same like tat bird man nia ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ #$@@$@$%$@%#$^

Hours later.......

Strike : OMG! OMH!! Bang! ABANG!!!! COME SEE THE PLAN!!!! OH NO~~~~!!!!!

Strike Foreman: Wad la... ZZZZ... Diam abit neh.. Its just the plan! so small problem tiu lanjiao...

Strike: NO SMALL! SMALL UR HEAD!! COME SEE!!!!

Strike FOreman: ZZZZ Come liao come liao....

..........

Strike Foreman: WTF???!!!!!!!!!!!

Strike Foreman: KAO PEH LAR~~~~~~~~ So many thing nid do meh???!!!!! SHIT!!! NID WAD?? Scissors, Glue, paint... potong wire punya kiam... MCB???? GO WHERE GET SO ANY THINGS???? KAU PEH AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY SO CEK AK WAN~~~~~~~

Strike: Abang~~ T_T Macam mana ni bang~~~ T_T We two ppl nia cant finish eh.......

Strike Foreman: AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAN GILA LIAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bad Day~ 壞天氣～

2008-02-28T23:06:00.005+08:00

感覺今天很不好。。。可能是因為不能換老師。。。可能是賭懶沒有人挺我們。。。不爽電腦整天發生故障。。。只要有小小的事情久不爽。。。不知道。。。好像我的消極又傳到全身～好像什麼都沒有希望～想來想去，一切還是只能靠自己，別人說什麼都是幫不上忙的屁～

哎～～算了～Scroll下去啦～叫你們來不是看這個的～念下面的post才對。

我學校～（但不是我的第二个家 :p）

2008-02-28T21:08:00.027+08:00

无论人家总是在那边鸟自己又多忙也好，都还是会有空上网update無名的～！

這次，來介紹一下自己的學校？？叫煤炭路中學。學生超“屌”，老師超“棒”，校長超爛。=D

這。。我班。高二X（名字很lame，不說出來沒人會怪我的）～

可是班設計蠻可愛的（有點像幼稚園XD）～托班長和她姐妹們～～

帖在牆上的“小人”，我們的班主任～～～

跟真人比較～ =_=

今天Lobak深山野人也把進班的老師全部拍下 XD

#2:Moral老師

#3: +maths老師（她最近好像轉性了。。。）

#4: 充滿活力的Sejarah老師～

#5: 講話像架飛機的Physics老師～

#6: 帥哥（結婚了啦～妳們不用想入非非～）Chemistry老師

接下來…看看我的同學～～～

班長。。。貞子＝＝

國哥！JC！（專心聽課派～）

上課睡覺派的也不少＝＝

然後，還有全校最“衛生”、最“便宜”、最甲賽的CANTEEN!!!!

中間那個男的～有點癡呆的食堂老闆：

還有我們的包頭好朋友們～！

最後～～我打工的地方（工資超低！Not Advisable!!）

哈哈。。這個是學校規定男生必需有的頭髮短度。。。

。。。後面不可以超過衣領。。。

。。。旁邊不可以超過耳洞。。。

。。。還有。。。前面不可以超過額頭。。。

呵呵～～沒有了啦～by3by3~~~

一片藍天～幾多白雲～几只小雞在草場上找虫虫吃～～

Sports Day - Pics

2008-02-23T22:44:00.006+08:00

Hehe, jz felt like uploading sum pics frm Sports Day, even tho SMK Jalan Arang sucks. C'mon, my last year as a student participating in this kinda event ler~ (jz in case anyone is wondering, I felt too lazy to open the chinese input program today so I'll jz use english dis time XD)

Leo Club Sold Drinks That Day~ ( Jz promoting Leo CLub :p)

We Sell Heads XD

We Sell Giant Drinks~

We sell err.. Bird!

Mop Floor Auntie... XD

Caught in the act that day was:

The Camera-Man!! (Vomit~) The Bear!! (Bluek~)

The Lobak. and the TiT!!!

The Chicken!!

The boy! The girl!

AND~~ Dis few ppl =_=

K lar.. Got Marching oso...

ZZZZZZ... BUT no matter how, I couldn't find the chance to take a pic of a certain cute gal wearing her topi.... Regrets, regrets~~

2008-02-20T17:57:00.004+08:00

嗯～～今天心情超好～～柯－德－鸿－今－天－很－高－兴！！！！！！！！！！！！！！ XD

啊。。。完了啦～只是想让全世界知道而已啦～ XD

不爽啊？打架啦～又没叫你来念～

輟課的早上

2008-02-14T12:58:00.004+08:00

呵呵呵～誰叫死校長有事沒事搞什麼班長Orientation的～ PUI~~ 我做班長的歷史比你做煤炭路中學校長還要長叻～開什麼玩笑 -.=oOo

既然那Orientation吃掉我們今天整個上課時間，那我跟我的“大老闆”決定今天我們倆會生病～XD

（5ATOM來的學生總要為自己前途作出最明智的決定嘛～！哪可以浪費時間～XD）

結果今天賴床咯～醒來過後想起璋琪要的圖畫（頭痛～～）跟我們班的“Fish Project”，就把整個早上用在畫畫上咯～

傑作：：

我的魚～懶惰彩色啦～XD

東方神起的（忘記什麼名>_<）～不知像不？（想不到我竟然畫這一種圖畫～哈～）

打廣告啦～

2008-02-13T15:52:00.004+08:00

DeviantART 的帳戶生菇咯。。。好不容易才畫了多兩張。。。Posts上去了～幫我推一推啦～～有空去看看一下 T_T

http://firewyvern91.deviantart.com/

畫的不是很丑啦。。。看了又不會做噩夢＝＝

爽？還好啦～～

2008-02-12T22:29:00.000+08:00

哈哈哈。。想不到今天校長在週會上公佈！5ATOM 班投訴老師！！出名咯！！！爽！！看那BB一定是下衰死的～～全校知道有人不教書被學生告咯～～啦啦啦～全班簽（除了那几個～）名造反！！！！哈哈哈哈哈哈哈～～

只是，一點還是很怡悍！不能換老師啦～（校長甲賽！）又不能跟BB找事～我怕又被記過。。。還有前途要顧ler.......

＝＝'''

沒有"便"（bopien），忍咯～（有時還是能suan她的！她那麼笨，我們每次什麼都沒做她已經自己siasoi自己了～ XD）

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!

2008-02-08T23:20:00.000+08:00

哈哈～現在在老家！今天太陽不知道跑到哪了～爽～晚上二十度～現在在喝菜湯～～SUGOI~~ 去感覺像冬天～（結果整天躲在家自己爽自己的（算是在家冬眠吧XD）。。。沒去拜年拿紅包＝＝）

年初二。。。大家新年快樂～～～！！！！
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哎。。。失去了，我才知道去想念、珍惜。。。。。。今年的新年。。。。。。沒有牠陪我度過。。。。很不高興。。。。早知道當初。。。。。。。
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沒有你我真的很難過。。。。
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你們知道我在說什麼嗎？
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一定又想歪了～！ XD
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今年過年，沒好好照顧身體～我的“味覺”生氣～走路～沒有跟我一起過！！！！！！！！！！

X的(哇～不要罵臭話～～ =X)～～十二月二十九（農曆）早上本大爺盡然生病叻～氣死～～～～～

差點發燒。。。還好早吃藥。(喉嚨發炎，現在喉嚨很痛，但還好沒發燒呵呵)

但是傷風還是很利害~結果年初一吃東西全部沒味道的～ !@#^&*&^#@!
年初一那麼多東西吃 T_T 今年算是吃得到但什麼味道也沒有＝＝

現在才會珍惜人類被賜於的味覺～～～ T_T(感動～～)

說到年初一，就想到在我三伯家的事＝＝
那天下午我們全部去到他家拜年。。阿嬤的孫女很多都在。。結果我小姑（當時表姐走著過，被小姑看到）說了一句話我差點當場暈掉：

她說：“阿媽（對著我阿嬤說），妳的孫什麼都沒從妳移傳，就是只移傳到妳的悅子媚（注：悅子mei(不知道什麼"mei"字)聽說是不知道哪裡有名的大“波”）"
說完，小姑還在那邊笑個不停＝＝

暈～～又不是沒有人在。。。說那麼大聲。。。啪seh啦～～

哎～～今天還是有點鼻子塞。。。(根本不知道剛才那chocolate是什麼味道) >_< 閑啦。。。過几天又開學咯。。。不要緊要跟BB大仗咯～～～～～～5ATOM萬歲～～～～造反咯！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

最後，祝大家新年快樂、萬色如一！！！！（哇寫錯～是“萬事如意”）

Life is Like a Boat - Chapitre 2

2008-02-02T17:30:00.000+08:00

今天早上醒來。。。。。。。結果！！！！。。。。。
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。。。。其實沒什麼啦～放假～～～XD

相機你別死啊～～～～現在白頭人送黑頭人你什麼意思啦～～ T_T
我相機的時辰好像要到了。。flash壞掉～＝＝不知道是因為不會照顧還是什麼。。只要是我們家的electronics都很會壞～（幸好那次沒賣N73 = =）哎～新年快樂～

房間一到新年就被當作客房用，有小孩子很吵～！房間里很多容易打破的東西，全部都要收起來、擠進櫥里。自己的東西全部得藏起來。。沒地方睡，結果跑去跟老爸老媽一起睡@#%$%^@*&^*（有的人就是這樣，沒能力還硬要那麼多客人來）。每天醒來小孩吵著要玩電玩（今天跑去亂按我PS2結果被我喊。我是不是很沒耐心，哈哈），屋子一大堆人進進出出。

哎～才有新年的氣氛嘛～新年快樂～～

喔。。還有。給我那個'她'：
我覺得我不想等妳的答案了。很累ね，妳不覺得嗎？發覺這几年都花很多心思在關於妳的事上ね～到此為止啦！（還虧我自己寫過一個'持之以恆不能帶來成功'的文章！自己執著也蠻久的嘛～呵呵）不想傳簡訊說啦（其实是不知道怎样跟你说 =X）。。等妳上网有機會就會看到咯～～

有个solid的总结好过模模糊糊的过吧~

妳也不必為此事煩了～ ^^

嗯嗯～去幫忙老爸做事咯～（被他鳥很久了＝＝）大家新年快樂～

Berth-Dae~

2008-01-31T18:34:00.000+08:00

一月三十號and三十一號很多認識的人生日喔～～～呵呵！祝大家生日快樂～～老媽、朋友、朋友的姐姐、隔壁班的高佬、dudu。（重點：自己也是啦～XD）

嘻嘻。。我在想，'生日'這天就是我們從媽媽肚子里擠出來的那天ね～～那不是媽媽受苦受痛的那天嗎～～怎么我們還拿來慶祝呢＝＝

哈哈哈～收到同學們的卡～謝謝你們～～(就算以後忘記中學的時候，也不會忘記今天~因為那個cartoon畫得真的很像～～ XD)

奇怪～怎么好像兒童不宜的？＝＝

哈哈哈哈～

CG!!! 很真，BUT。。。（18禁！！）

2008-01-29T22:08:00.000+08:00

都說18禁了＝＝
看了不要給太多意見 ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

我不是變態啦～只是覺得這些CG很美、很真！！！(不知道我能不能畫出那麼美的圖畫)
一定是很有skill的人搞的吧～～

From: http://13.plus28.com/viewthread.php?tid=2049388&extra=page%3D1

Life is like a Boat - Chapter 1

2008-01-27T21:44:00.000+08:00

偌要寫日記，title放“日記”就太不合這個“有聊”（無聊的反意詞吧～自創的～XD）的地方啦！
結果想來想去，就拿Blog的名，加上Chapter吧～

Chapitre 1.1
我們的關係，我覺得到現在都很模糊。像無尾熊、假楊宗緯他們的很清楚嘛，on就on, 分就分，(哎～還是你們屌～)不知道是自己多心還是什麼，我總覺得我們關係是“說活不活說死不死”的那種？

結果，昨晚直接問她的意見。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
但最。。。後還是得到一個模模糊糊的回答＝＝（可能問題出在我吧～）

哈哈，不說那個啦～很亂！

Chapitre 1.2
說個無聊的啦～
无聊（雖然實際上是很冷的啦）事~说来听听~ 今天我老爸，他硬硬（死都要的那種）把涵詩＋Minnie拐帶去喝茶！！

老爸：“曾叔叔在台灣那麼厚待你，她們來了一定要請她們吃一頓不可！”
孩子（我啦）：“是啦是啦。。。（有點猶豫，感到不對不對。。。）”

結果。。。吃是有吃到。。。但整場覺得好“冷”（妳們倆應該有同感吧！）～～更可怕，那時還下雨wah~!開玩笑！！冷死~ 找不到話題！！！（勉強啦～是老爸的話就得聽 >_<）

哈哈。。。我很奇怪？有時又能說個不停，有時卻想不到到底要說什麼～！（就這樣遇到倒霉的時候就會給人帶來不好印象 XD）

我就不像Lembu了＝＝几時也好去到哪裡都一定會弄大家笑 :P （ZZZZZ又想到他的笑聲了～真。。。的。。。是。。。。很。。。。。好。。。。。。。。笑！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！－－）

（雖然應該念不到）
嗯嗯。。。拜託&謝謝妳們把東西帶去給我 foster parents~~~ 只要妳們不把那容器壓扁，豬籠草几個月后應該會長大吧＝＝

2008-01-26T13:34:00.000+08:00

很多事情，外表與真相完全不一樣。。。。。。

但是，知道的人有多少，了解的人又有几個？路上的人，只顧著看這世界上的“美”，根本不在乎美的背后影藏著什麼。

希望在人潮中，看穿這世上“真相”的人存在。

知我心的人，根本找不到。但我可能已經習慣這種自己面對一切恨、冤、傷，以及世界的陷害吧！

我現在的笑，已經可以在最傷心最失落最生氣的時候擺出了。

也好。有了失敗、傷害，人才能感到傷、痛。跌倒多了，人才會學著如何很快的，再站起來。最重要，一定要從每一個失敗種學到新的道理, 吸取新的經驗。

(YeaH~ 放進作文考試一定很高分吧～～ XD)

台灣Y.E.到咯～～～ ^o^

2008-01-25T00:24:00.000+08:00

呵呵剛才去參加歡迎會，可說是開學一來第一次回復這種心情吧！爽～！很快樂。

團圓飯!!

除了與我們去年的 ex-YE 聚在一起，也見到了很多很多在台灣見過的人！除了minnie和涵詩（真的真的真的很對不起沒帶禮物送妳們＝＝），更高興的，還見到。。。。。。。王主席!!!!!! 鄭會長!!!!!!!還有蔡副主編!!!!!!!!! ( T_T ) 可惜陳媽媽曾叔叔都沒來。。。。

感動!她們也還記得我們～～（鄭會長還捏了我几下 >_<)

這次，連300-G1區的江煥堂總監（雖然跟你不熟XD）都來了。這歡迎會感覺就好像在台灣的某個晚上。。

二十二個帥哥美女從台灣來馬來西亞～ So希望你們玩得開心點!!（雖然這裡沒什麼好玩的）

還有
希望學校的朋友不任為我去到那邊就放你們鴿子啦＝＝那麼久沒見面的人我當然是去找他們聊聊天一下嗎。。。。。。好像整個晚上沒理你們 >_<

但是，掃興的事還是一件。（幹～～～）:

哈哈？那個本人要求刪掉內容。既然我出三字經也有不對，那就dlt bah~

話說回來，能見到台灣的獅子阿姨們還是要感謝～所謂能相見是一種緣份！呵呵高興得又失眠了＝＝

嗯嗯。。。真的一定要珍惜。。。搞不好可能是見最後一次面了～～（choi~好像要死了XD）

愛妳們～～～～！！！！！！！！！！

台灣YE和獅長

古晉的Ex-YE王主席又年青几歲了～XD呵呵～左邊的拍照拍到睡覺嗎？？覺得穿白衣的很 dindei 請舉手！！（XD開玩笑啦～～）

又失眠了

2008-01-21T01:25:00.000+08:00

不知為什麼?連數學功課都被我幹(eh~錯了錯了~是“赶”)完了 (死定待會兒到學校朋友一定殺死我的~~ >_<)

那tiong ping 應該不會嚇死吧! (哇靠你這小子會做我給的作業?!)

又沒事做。。。上網寫寫廢話也ok~

(本來寫了一個告白。。。想了兩個小時。。。又覺得不必post出來吧!!(寫完就感到舒服了!) 結果這裡一大段的text被刪掉咯~哈哈哈哈)

浪費兩個小時 ==

現在。。。。凌晨三點咯~~哈哈哈哈

現在想著的東西有。。。

1。馬來人很沒用﹗(幹~本來就是)
2。死鬼~我睡不著!!!

3。等一下去學校睡~

4。想到學校就想到女孩子!!

5。嗯嗯。。大奶媽!!

6。她說年尾要去台灣

7。說到台灣﹐就想到Minnie & 涵詩要來古晉﹗

8。看到她們時到底要說什麼>_<

9。媽的還沒拿到駕駛執照

10。Boulevard的戲院還沒開(so沒把戲做)ZZZZZZZZz

11。閑啦多兩個小時要上課了!!!

12。沒睡覺。。。被老爸發現一定中幹﹗
13。去學校會不會倒霉(像那天)ZZZZZZZ

14。奇怪。。。為什麼今晚那麼興奮

15。更奇怪。。。我做完功課 >_<

16。Tiong ping =.=

17。明珠?!璋琪?! Yvonne?! (WTF 突然想到班上的同學哈哈哈哈)

18。女人啊~~~~

18。嗯。。。愛情很複雜 (X事﹖)

19。死鬼。。突然想到上次追美嫻

20。唉~不成那麼失敗ね

21。鳥人????!!!!!!

22。想到鳥人自然想起LEO club 了。。。。

23。完蛋完蛋~要倒了 >_<

24。我總是催CCH記得還歡迎會的錢 (希望她記得)

25。嗯。。。有點愛睡了。。。

26。兩節BM課。。。。。。(@#$%^&*&^%$#@)

27。嗯。。。。開。。開。。開。。始。。。。疲倦。。。。。。。。。了。。。。。

28。現在干脆沖涼穿上校服再睡覺

29。嗯。。還是關機了。。。。快四點了。。。。

30。念這張post的人會不會吐血

31。無聊

32。不要緊我爽就寫!!!!

33。睡。。。。。。。。覺。。。。。。。。。咯。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

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34。我還是覺得馬來人很沒用~~~~~~~~

M-C-B!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 到我“扮可憐”了

2008-01-17T16:27:00.000+08:00

Fuck.. I was like, completely soi today?!

在學校被兩個老師罵了（一天里，而且是很冤枉的那種）。雖然很想報復，但又記得那一句“老師的話永遠是對的”，咖吶啞巴吃黃蓮，只好來這裡報怨啦～

Fuck. First, it was MISTER YAP! YEA, your eyes arent deceiving u. Fuck, it just happened so that A LOT OF people were talking in his class then. And it just HAPPENED SO that I sat right in the middle o the room, and it just HAPPENED SO that I was big-size enough for him to notice me (fuck~ who else look like a gorrilla in the class? CB)

And fuck, it just HAPPENED SO that he SPECIFICALLY TOLD "ME", "ME"!!!! to "get out of my class if you don't want to study"?

HELL YEA THAT SILENCE THE WHOLE CLASS BUT I TOOK THE FUCKING BLAME?

AND FUCK, JUST BEFORE I LEFT HIS ROOM HE STILL ASKED FOR MY NAME AND SAID "YOU BE CAREFUL"???????

Don't blame me for fuckinly cursing, I just feel fuckingly annoyed that I became the fucking scapegoat.

Yea~ Yea~ Where the hell is my god.....

其實我覺得無論是什麼事都好，我經常都會是代罪羔羊。初三，上華文課和髮跟我同組，老師叫我們寫短文（你說和髮會嗎＝＝），結果一口氣一個人寫完。我寫得太快，看起來又很短，老師又說我吊兒郎當。被冤枉，覺得委屈，當然翻臉和老師吵起來咯。->記大過～～

然後，高一時，明明是偉雄在老師背后罵她三字經，老師回過頭卻叫我（我坐偉雄旁邊）到辦公室去見她？我坐在那邊口都沒開，老師說我罵她超雞白。。。

今天，人家上課說話老師只罵我。然後，第一堂課的老師誤用permanent marker寫在白板，走人。第二堂課換老師，好心去幫忙找spirit幫忙察白板，全校找不到，回班，那個死老師說“你還沒找到辦法把白板察干淨就不要回來”

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幹你老娘又不是我去塗那白板。

我知道我很自大，但至少如果老師不冤枉我，我不會去討厭，不跟老師作對。

The thing about teachers are, they can totally fuck you up like crazy even tho you did nothing wrong, but you can't do anything legal against them, IF THEY THINK THEY ARE RIGHT. (hmm illegal?) I got a kesalahan once, stil have an uncertain future, dun wanna put myself in deeper shit, so i cant do anything but diam diam when once again, the virtous and heroic teck ang becomes the scapegoat.

甲賽。。。忘了說，回家時家里沒人，還要爬籬笆進自己的屋子。。。。。。

心情超不爽(BEHSONG LAR!!!!!!!)。希望明天能控制情緒。(因為我知道明天還是會感到火氣的)

If by any chance if May, ur reading dis, no offence k? I'm nt intentionally cursing ur father (even tho i think he's nt TOO fair wif me ). I'm just pissed-off with my luck I'm having with d teachers in sch.

F8CK~~~

The SprinG!!!!!

2008-01-13T20:36:00.000+08:00

全sarawak最大的shopping mall~ 今天終於去看看了～

可是不覺得很大＝＝

但倒是很美的。Very beautiful and unique interior design, no doubt =p
They don't call it "The Spring" for nothing. It's really spring inside. LOL
Btw.. Since when did Kuching have so many 美妹？？去到那都看到ne～

Sakura???O_O

Interior
Even a stage for Catwalk

People mountain people sea = =

I just like the (fake) sakura

Gate to Heaven....?

誰那麼soi吃飯被我拍到 >_<

Colorful = =

Jade collection

A clown hitting on d kids.

都是賣女孩用的東東啦。。好像都沒什麼好玩的～Cafe艇多，去pakto拍托應該不錯吧～

但是趕時間的男人別帶女友去喔～怕你出不去～ XD

Le Frog de Pusat Bimbingan Karya

2008-01-13T20:10:00.000+08:00

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EH??? RELI TURN INTO FROG OMG!!

Le Frog de Pusat Bimbingan Karya (means "the frog of Pusat Bimbingan Karya" in french =X)

BEHOLD!!! Pusat Bimbingan Karya's teacher who teaches our class =.=

今天無原無故被她罵（她媽～）。上她的課無聊死（ZZZ說實在那間補習中心有那個老師會又說又笑的）所以就幫親愛的老師拍個照，順便介紹一下，讓大家看看我們超“炫”的老師！

（不知道張哥哥有沒有興趣 XD）

看到她就想到。。。青蛙！！嗯嗯今年抓給美嫻當生日禮物如何。。

Sample font-test post: 鳥啊～～～～

2008-01-13T00:22:00.000+08:00

Okay okay evryone is starting to tiu n beh cuz cant read my font = =(eye hit bird say lar..) I'll make the fonts bigger next time. LOL!
Testing tesing~~~~~~ 鳥人鳥人鳥人～～～～～～
看得清楚嗎？？？？？？？應該可以了吧。。。。。。
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三國時代之電話記錄
有看三國演義或是玩三國無雙的人應該知道。蔣幹是曹操的部下，赤壁戰爭時被派去東吳當說客。
某天，蔣幹打電話給曹操 ......
蔣幹：「操你嗎？我幹。」
曹操：「我操，你誰啊？」
蔣幹：「我幹啊！」
曹操：「我操，你到底是誰啊？」
蔣幹：「我幹啊，你操吧。」
曹操：「他媽的，你到底是誰啊，我操！」
蔣幹：「我幹，我幹啊！」
曹操：「我操！」
此時蔣幹的媽媽接過電話：「我幹他媽啊，你操吧？操你媽呢？」

CHINESE blog

2008-01-10T16:40:00.000+08:00

Ah well, since I dont even give a damn about doing any Chinese Language homeworks, I guess the only way I can improve my chinese is to write more...... in this blog~! (wad? u think i turned over a new leaf?)

黃老師ah~~看到嗎～我在練習華文ne~我寫我寫我寫我寫我寫～～我覺得妳叫學生寫blog會比寫周記容易吧～～ LOL!

Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... 明天又要上課了～ (SIEN!!!!)

今天聽到radio又再播周杰倫的〈我不配〉。還是一樣，聽了就有很悲傷的感覺，可是又很愛聽。

Hmmm... 失戀+下雨天+黑暗中+寂寞一個人同時處在這四種情況下聽這首歌...... wakakakakaka...... 保証有效果的～（隔天報紙多出一個〈自殺案〉 XD)

回到正題＝＝

尤其是這一段：

这街上太拥挤

太多人有秘密

玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去

你脸上的情绪

在还原那场雨

这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿

又斑驳了几句

剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里

电影院的座椅

隔遥远的距离

感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

嗯，本人覺得蠻有意思的～

沒有聽過的人去聽聽,不錯的歌： Song Name-我不配 Artist-周杰倫

學開車？

2008-01-09T14:33:00.000+08:00

甲賽啦～～～開一小時的車被教練五次(可能更多～忘記了)警告開太快 ZZZZZZZZZ 什麼態度＄％＃＃￥％＃＄￥＃％！！！！

Like its my 1st time~? ZZZZZ... U try n drive my father's antique~~

真的是很囉嗦~ @$@$@@@#$@#$%$$#$% 烏龜王八蛋（被他教的都會贊成吧～）咖吶蒼蠅在我耳朵旁叫上叫下!!!! 我爽開四十不換四號gear管你X事啊～

總算開完回到家了（ZZZZ火氣大）。喔忘了說～美嫻彩穎奶茶妳們去學的時候我希望妳們不介意他摸妳們的手咯～～ Hahahahahahahaha......... （被吃豆腐跟我說我們去放他車輪的風GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG）

and......

想不到我這樣去台灣才几天我的心都收不回＝＝只要沒事做的時候又想起～是不是因為回來的時候沒有哭所以這memory不甘怨,殘著我??!!!! (nabe~) ZZZZZZZZZZ

說真的，這次出門看到很多東西，回來覺得Kuching is like a small box一樣。回到學校看到那個爆炸妝 Mrs Bombastic 我根本就像：“哇靠～我還能活下去嗎”。幸虧學校的豬朋狗友們還活著～

Hyuu~~ 希望快快忘掉～總是想起抓不會的過去很(煩＋悔＋悲）~ 還很 pek cek (hokkien)~

As usual, I'm sick of studying, sick of that school, sick of that principal, SICK of our form teacher, SICK of EST, miss our english teacher.................................. and I'm starting to think that Miss Tiong Ping is actually a nice woman compared to the devlish form teacher. I wanna skip form6, the only way is straight A's SPM (cuz I dont have d money), but judging by the condition of the school n d condition of my mental disorder.... Shit~ Can I manage it?

Oppss. Forgot something. LOL~

2008-01-09T00:18:00.000+08:00

http://firewyvern91.deviantart.com/

Since this blog is stil empty, take a look at my gallery~~~

I know it sucks but...

C'mon~~ Visit my gallery~~ Give me some support. XD

没事做+Drank too much coffee？Creat a blog~!

2008-01-08T23:34:00.000+08:00

我好像比较习惯在线上用中文了。。。。。 = =

快十二点了也。。。明天还有addmaths.... >_<

Surprise, surprise... The one who said he doesnt want a blog finally created 1.......

To those(few of you.. sob.. sob..) who already know me, good. To those who don't, better. Lolz..

How do you start a blog??? It's like, everytime I start wondering what to write and I end up NOT creating a blog because I cant seem to find the XXX needed to start 1.

**Warning! Start of Craps

So HOW did I turn up writing a blog when I'm making fun of bird people writing a blog? NO~~~~~~~ I'm turning into a bird people too = =

**End of Craps

Mayb I'll use this place as a punching bag? Since I returned from the Youth Exchange program I just feel... different... like... kinda turned into a pesimist... So I'd better blow off some steam into this blog so i don't end up becoming a psycho or sadist or melancholic or gay or wateva~

嗯嗯。。。就这样咯~对一个没有人关心的人，这里应该是最好的sanctuary吧~ LoLz...