Owh.. jz another drawing.. AGAIN???

Aiyah reli nth to write about lah... Things r either too boring, trivial, sensitive, or personal :p

Anyways... Jz wanna brag to Sze Ting tat I finished drawing "KTA's Target" in 5Atom blog... In ONE nite~~~~ 5 hours~~~~ XD

(ya... Sum crazily talented guy took 36 hours to finish drawing d same drawing... But the result n details was way cool, tho~ reli macam d real thing, tho~~ I dun hav tat kind of patience tho~~ cincai cincai as long as d shape is thr enuf liao... tho~~~ :S )

Wakakakaka~~~ Bong Bong Bong Bong Bong~~ (rubber ball bouncing de sound) Can remove tat "KTA's Target" in 5Atom liaw~~ If give ppl c tiok they tink me c-ai-bin ah~~~~

Ah Wei~~~ OOOOHHHH Ah Wei~~~~~ Ah Wei oiiii~~~ I use one 8B pencil only~~~ lalala~~~~

I like d hair... But hate the sword... Macam bengkok jor....

Nope. He couldnt sleep. Not tonight.

He never thought it would take such a heavy toll on his life. Obviously he overestimated what his mind is capable of. He thought it was just gonna be a short & sharp pain n tat would be all. Sucks to be'em. He was wrong~ The memories kept haunting him like ghosts~

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

U see, there's this wee little problem in his retarded brain he'd been tryin to solve - he still couldnt forget her. After all this time.

Bah, what would people think of him, his obsession. Who cares. Nothing mattered anymore. It was (& still is) killing him. He had to find somewhere to blast all his emotion off. This was the only option he had. (wad? confessin in a blog?)

He remembers tat he said something like "no matter what decision he'd make, it'll still hurt'em" Oh c'mon~ He didnt expect tat the effect would last THIS long. He thought his life would be so occupied by studying n drawing n playing. He'd indulge himself in all the fun he could squeeze out, from school from friends from playing from drawing from photographing from eating from flirting from WATEVA. When tat didnt work he thought he could forget just by tellin other people he'd forget it. He thought he'd be okay if he'd just be his usual whacky n cheeky self. But at the end of the day... well you can imagine what happens at the end of the day.

He didnt noe wad hit him. He just tot he shouldnt cower behind his false smiles and acting anymore. Yep, hiding it any longer would just prolong the torment done to himself. He couldnt take it anymore. He doesnt expect anyone to understand. After all, they're just not him, no matter how well they claim they know him, they're just not him.

So here goes~

HIS カンジ FOR HER NEVER CHANGED. JUST LIKE TAT DUMBASS SONNET-18~ HE'D WONDER NOW AND THEN IF HE'D MADE THE タダシクナイ CHOICE BACK THEN. HE'D WONDER IF SHE'D ALREADY ワスレマシタ EVERYTHING. HE'D WANTED HER TO KNOW HOW イタイ IT STILL IS, HOW クルシイ IT IS TO GO THROUGH THOSE DAYS. HE'D BEG TO BE GIVEN A　セカンド　チャンス. But he knows too well of what'll d answer b if he'd asked anyway~

Shit... sorry!

Posting some shit like this might be offending to someone. He knew he'd be selfish by pullin sumthing like this. But all he wants is to seek some mental comfort. He has nowhere else to go to.

He wants advice. Some USEFULL ones. Things like "don't pull mud bring water (direct translation to chinese, pls~)" or "sheesh get over it u pathetic guy jz forget it~" couldnt help him. So he's wondering if thr's any wise guy out HERE tat can supply him with something tat can put him to REST (yea REST)

Half his life is in a mess (dude, told you not to be so rash tat time~ serves you rite~) He knows his progress will be close to zero as long as he cant get over with it. What? You think he's some kinda iron man? He just a normal human with humanly-human-mentality. Alright put it straight, he admits he's just a guy who cant even overcome a mental obstacle like this. He couldnt. Cant. He needs outside help. Cant do it alone. And he needs a solution to this problem. ASAP. Any helpful comments please?

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THIS IS ONE LAME POST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But hey.. wads d use of creating a blog if he still had to think of what other people think about what he writes on it? No no NO ONE SHALL CONTROL WHAT HE WANTS TO POST. It's HIS OWN DOMAIN.. MAN!! He's tired of acting all-matured-&-adult and be considerate n sensitive about other people or the GREATER GOOD. For THIS once, he just wants to be a KID, and write whatever he wants in his BLOG. MAN?! He's needs help!!!!!!! Other people might be able to stand something like this (what are they, robots?), but he cant. Its too much a plight for him to take on.

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Sheeshh it feels much better now. Man.. I cant believe you're still reading this.

I cant believe I made this too.... O_O

Oreo Ice-cream. = = ( by d time i managed to take a photo of it it was already half eaten~ )

Error 404 Webpage Cannot be Found

Spyware.. Im sure everyone was sick of it (until those anti-spywares came) for ruining your computers.

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They take up space in your computer, they do some damages to it, and makes ur system 要死不死. Unlike those hardcore virus, they dont fuck ur pc up like there's no tomorrow. They just appear n cause little problems to kacau-kacau, make u pekchek once in awhile. Not to mention theyr very hard to delete... (nabeh... got ppl reli try to delete it by using 'dlt' button? =_=)

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It comes back. again n again, just to haunt you...

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Craps, somethings in life are just the the same. No matter how u try to kick it out from your memory, it just keeps comin back (sort of like RavMon?) to occupy needless space in ur hard drive. They pop up now n then to annoy n disrupt ur concentration, bt u're never lk, gonna die from it. They just make your life harder~ If u cant erase it, u live under its mercy until u do.

Don't get me wrong. Nt goin sentimental or wad. The only words tat can describe it is "pissed" and "annoyed". No more. Pissed that someone like ME gets affected by these trivial matters.

Annoyed that I have to live with it n 吞下这股怨.

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-Fate. You can either shut up and live with it, or change it to your likings.-

Yea easily said. They didnt define "change" or tell u what prices u havta pay to "change".

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Whr r the anti-spywares whn u need'em? I want that stupid corrupted data out of my

computer~ ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

放假！

考完試 放假咯～

Well.. ok I totally fucked up me best subjects (maths, english, chemistry) bt thk lady luck my physics was.... satisfactory~~~ Nah, al I can say is, gotta try harder next one!!! ITS DA BIG FISH NEXT UP!!!!

給考試（跟我一樣XD）不順利 而很擔心SPM的人們：別give up~ 考不好，只是給你機會從錯誤中學習、改進！

其實我覺得學書的方法，每個人都不同。就不懂有的老師，眼光就是那麼淺陋，一定要學生照著他的方法去做。練習固然要做，但是給學生做再多的練習，學生從中領悟不到什麼，也只是像放個屁而已～～～

Learning is bout understanding!!! NOT memorizing every shit they put into da book!!!

我很在意，也很強調，讀書一定要會“懂”。

八月十六號了...... Our death sentence is nearing Form 5 STUDENTS!!!! AAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!! Hey... stop... don't u realise sth? Our schooling days are almost over too, u noe? Before long, we'll b like ejaculated sperm, spreading everywhere n in every directions (ok mayb its NOT d best discription XD) but ahem.. the point is.. zzzz u get me.. the end is near....

The good thing is we're goona leave tat shitty sch.

But well... Jz do wateva u stil hvnt done in school, like giving a gal from the class next door (XD) a birthday present on a fine Friday = = . Three more months n MAYB.. jz MAYB.. thr wont b any chance to do it in ur life ever again (bummers, u mite regret it 4 da rest or ur life eh~) *winks* . Unlike in primary 6, we dont have any extra two months in sch after da big test ohh~~~~

Cheers to Elyssa who's gonna do a National Geographic special episode entitled: The Last Days of 5Atom 2008~~~ Go~~ capture sum footage that'll make everyone cry in front of their grandchildren when we watch ur vids n pics in year 2050 XD

颩淚吧～～～～

Thrs only one thing buzzing on my head~ I dun get the point of "stealing ppl's idea" for making our final year mementos n RACING to see which class is more creative n glamourous... I mean, sure the idea might hv came out frm our class 1st bt, hey wads important is 紀念價值和背后藏著的意義，no? As long as we have sth that will remind us in d far future that we were once the penghuni of d most FEARED (for teachers) n SCARY (still, for teachers) n HAOLIAN (so said the teachers) class in SMK JALAN ARANG!!!! 5ATOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yup, Im talkin bout sth lk dis:

http://www.5atom2008.blogspot.com/

So here... Our newborn class-blog ~exclusively~ 2008 Atom. Credits to Elyssa Tan for takin d trouble to set up d blog while someone was snoozing n snoring when she asked him 4 help (= =)

Sheesh... N whens d newpaper namelist for PLKN coming out?? Ngaiti... kena or not acually? @_@?? Go thr play M16~~~ That lakia website n SMS zhun or not 1 ah??? Gudluck to those who are going~ Hope u meet new frens~ Dun bring back a malay GF or BF to sarawak enuf liao = = Say hi when u meet the momoks n ghosts oh~~ Mayb they'll bring u go flying n makan angin around d camp or into d jungle~ Gals kful toilet there alot of hidden cams n hp cameras~ (kful the TRAINERS there oso... hear alot of rape cases) Guys dun watch too much blu film~~~~~~

Most importantly.... Dont eat too much.... =.= seriously... Dont eat too much.....

So... Whr r u guys going after SPM? Work, College, Form 6... Man reli hope i can get a decent scholarship n fly away frm this LAND OF CORRUPTION (can u bliv it? Sarawak is described as land of corruption in WIKIPEDIA!!! Whole world noes... SIASOI AHH) But even if I can fly.. whr to? ZZZZ stil not reli sure wad I wanna do.... mayb next time u guys reli see me squatting at Atap Road help tourist draw portraits =.=

Cheh~ SPM 1st~

畫畫話～～～ 很就沒有畫鉛筆畫了～～～ 昨晚一畫就畫到要早上四點 =.= (pokkong ki) 哈哈哈畫了很大張的～～

首先，隨便隨便畫几個豬頭。。。。。。人家笑你畫得丑不要緊～好戲在後面～GGGGG

Then把畫的線條Blurr掉，慢慢加上光線的shading...

最後就是把圖畫整體“固體化”（是這麼說嗎？@_@）

鉛筆畫最重要就是搞好深淺，使看起來像3D~~~

别见怪啦～ 都是Game的人物來的～

簡單嗎？三步而已～ XD 有空試試看～ 給對ARTS有興趣的～～～～～～～

-Sunset Horizon-

LoL... Summer's almost over... Kekeke enjoy the warmth while there's still plenty of SUNSHINE!!!!!!~~ (zzzz talk cock... Malaysia 24 hrs 365 days also hot till wan die~ ZZZZ)

Hey guys guess which country these pics were taken from~ Nice or not? See their summer.
Sumwhr in Europe? Japan? Taiwan?? =P

ZZZZ... these pics were taken by the roadside at the jalan from Kuching - SriAman =.=

Bad day~

Rainy days r supposed to be my 'good mood' days.

I wanted to stay at home, sleep until 11am, den wake up to study. Stupid father doesnt understand how my brain mchanism works. It can only study when I'm in perfectly good n positive mood (ok lah zzz I'm reli an emo). So he drags me to sch, ofcoz. Fatigue(sacrificed my sleep to do addmaths project yesterday) + din have d morning go as I planned = pissed off n sulky.

N thats how I got to sch dis morning. Ok lah... frens joked around I started to feel a little lighter liao.. who knew? Tiong Ping came into the class, n tell us tat we have to do the experiment SYSTEMATICALLY. We have to explain our project in DETAIL because people who read our projects are gonna be RETARDED DUMB FUCKS (WAD THE FUCK? SO HOW COME THE ADDMATHSD TEACHER NEXT DOOR CAN SKIP EVERYTHING? U URSELF PERFECTIONIST SAY LAH~ WAD JABATAN PENDIDIKAN SHIT)

That meant everything I did n printed out = redo again. Minor change, bt to insert those MINOR changes, i hav2 print evrytHing AGAIN. CB waste my papers n ink.

Nabeh~ was so angry. OK lar i noe i nid to control my temper. zz.. sorry to evry1 cuz I went crazy n said reli nasty things (esp amy, sry. Too angry to control wad I say). I was jz reli tired n Tong Ping had to say "add dis add tat" again. (I reli dun mind u guys having my project.) I confess, Too angry n panas. I was reli pissed off, and at an instance was reli behsong tat i let ppl copy my things n all. But cooldowned now. GomenNasai. SORRY if I offended (or scared) anyone!!!!!

Anyways.. surprisingly Chinese Class made me feel jollier. Mayb all I needed wad to get away from the big crowd for awhile, eat something (=.=lll), n evrything will b fine again.

Sheesh.. finally finallised my "Principia for Dummies" (exaggerated name for d addmaths project zz). Hope tommorow will b a better day.