FIRST STEP To Zanarkand!!!!!!

Umm rite, remember tat I mentioned tat I had nth to do rite?? Den i decided to try my luck on d piano -_-... lol.

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Wad, my highest piano grade was 1, n tat was like, 10 years ago :p wad u expect?

"First Step" To Zanarkand.

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Wad -_- told u it was a 1st step -__- how wazit??

2009

SCHOOL REOPENS!!! N D BEST PART IS, IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME!!!! HIAK HIAK HIAK~~

Or so...

I had a terrible nitemare few days before. Only 3A's in SPM. N I got a B for addmaths. My BIO, PHY, CHE were all "B", too. That made me freak out. Wad if something bad happens, i tot, like if i failed BM accidentally, cuz like mayb i wrote out of topic, n i FAIL SPM???!!!!! -_-

AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~ (never had a nitemare tat freaks me out for so long. Im still gettin d creeps)

Anyways, i thought i was gonna start uni on 5th JAN. Turned out tat I didnt :S chose to go to Taylor instead of UCSI even tho UCSI is a "U". (partly cuz ts a LOCAL U)
So school starts in March, and I'm still in KL.

Still in KL... DOING EXACTLY NOTHING!!!!!!

LoL don't ask y I didnt go play around KL. After staying for a week in d center of SG I doubt I'd find anything amusing in KL metro ^^ (no offence to KL)
Bsides, i dont like window shopping alone -_-

Speaking of shopping.. thr's dis new gunpla model tat came out recently. Not in MG tho. But fairly nice. rm200+ n up~

~00 Raiser~

Singapore

Ummm... went to the FINE city... -__-
Dun wanna elaborate too much. But I did take lotsa pics. Shud reli get a phlog one of these days.

No fabian, din take pictures of liang moi. Kena saman later.

- 去新加坡看的三样东西： 看美女，看价钱，看时间。-

Their foods. ( these r the colorful ones)

Sushi~~ Sashimi~~

Changi Airport. No we only took a cab to Singapore. Visited d airport cuz it was getting really boring thr.

Ahhh.... Waterfront.

Umm.. The famous.. Merlion.. Wads so special...

I was up on d Singapore Flyer

Raffle's Point Shopping wad? Duno,. Forgot. Too many shopping malls in sg.

Suntec

Eh.. Lobak's frens~~ at nite safari

Three people?? JOELBO??!!!!! AT SG!!!! JOELBO!!!!!!

Ahh... these r d dolls tat can move at nite n kill u in ur slp???

Ohya... went to A shop that sells evrytHing about cosplay.

Yuna costume. Cant were it unless ur D cup or larger~~ ;p

Jigoku Shoujo's uniform. Cute~~

Sentosa. Met an indon chinese girl here. Its sad they dun even speak chinese in indon :S

Sound of the Sea

Ohkay now im convinced tat d world still nid engineers.

Replica merlion

Beach

Christmas in the air~ Orchard Road~~

Ok liao bb. No more. Shoo~~ Going KL soon. Sigh..

Greatest yet?

Ahem... I don't usually post (n show-off) my art here bt I had the urge to "hang" these pictures in the room (this room, FYI). Anyways, They are all (errr???) themed on... love. Now why did I do that :s Characters were taken from, yours truely,the Final Fantasy and Kingdom Hearts, properties of Square Enix. (owh wad the crap~~ XD)

-Tidus & Yuna-

The couple who, unconventionally, got a not-so-happy ending in FFX. Broke up in the end cuz Tidus was apparently a thousand-years-old illusion... Dating with a ghost.. Now THATS fresh~
-Sora & Kairi- Not too popular, from the Kingdom Hearts series. I wonder if they were EVER officially a pair :S

-Kairi &.... Namine(pronounce na-mi-neh)-
O_O??? Wad, mayb they're lesbian~ macam Ah Bong.


-Squall & Rinoa-
Nostalgic~!!! From FFXIII, Squall Leonhart + Rinoa Heartilly!! The typical romance fantasy~ I played this game three times during primary school. Childhood memories. Cant even find anymore FFVIII game discs now T_T anymone have any??? Lend to me~~~

N i personally tink tat first one is da best~~~

Commercial time -__- click HERE >>> http://firewyvern91.deviantart.com/ if u wanna see more~~ XD

意味がないの人生

もう長い時間　ブログをＵｐｄａｔｅしません　ね

楽しい事が全然ありません。友達たち　が　全部もう　遊んで　食べて　寝て　何でも　している　が　僕まだ大学に選びＣｏｕｒｓｅを心配しています。

ＳＰＭが終りました。しかし　少しｈｉｇｈの感じもない。

What? Who call u so Si Ai Bin go read d japanese words? Dun understand jiu dun understand lah~ ZZZZZZZ

Sienz... Doesnt even feel like holiday for me. I can't even enjoy a break since I am prematurely bugged with tertiary studies problems. Dun even feel like re-designing a wallpaper n layout 4 me blog.. life.. seems.. so.. meaningless..

The problem with ME is, I don't really have any interest in anything lest it has anything to do with.. the thing i'm interested in =_= & I like drawing. No engineer, lawyer, doctor, pharmacist or whatoever PROFESSIONS tat suits me.

So the only PROFESSION i can (choose?) is architecture? Its the only one tat has atleast a LITTLE bit to do with drawings. But hell, another problem arises: Heck I dont even know if tat stupid course would b wad i was lookin 4. Six years of studying n tons of bling bling to pay n u think telling evryone tat "oh.. I dont like architecture" at d end of the day is a funny joke? Not to mention the competitive nature in tat field, and everyone I came across (even the angmo) said tat archtecture is a hard one indeed.

My dear pa & ma, (if one day you two decided to learn to surf d net n happens to read my blog, no offence) they tell me tat architecture is prospective. I know they hope I'd take d course, even tho they'd say "go take whatver u like" now. I cant blame them for wanting me to take it can I? I'm the one in three children tat they love most n invest d most $$ onto. In the future they'd harap me to jaga them or sth lk tat.

But the doubts I have r stil vry high. Prospective would be thr, provided tat I can GRADUATE n SECURE A JOB. I dont even know if i'd b REALLY REALLY intrested. If i study for 3 yrs n find out tat "oh shit.. is terrible.. I dont like it" I'd b wasting parents' money n my youth. Even if I'd force myself to continue, it'd be form 4 n form 5 repeated all over again, studying science subjects tat I dont like n forcing myself to b at d top. N wad bout d fckin job opportunities wtf so many ppl takin the course

So I went to Taylor's office today to get an application form (tats y i couldnt get to sch in time =). The guy thr was helpful enuf.. altho he unintentionally added some more shits to my thoughts. Ofcourse like evryone else he said " u'll hav 2 b very very intrested to take d course, cuz thr reli alot hu walked d wrong path, n dropped out, n bla bla bla..."

N then my pa, incidentally told him tat I love to draw thing like manga. Walah~~ the guy introduced design courses to me. Designs.. DESIGNS!!!!! U can design anything, signboards advertisements, cartoons, all those visual stuffs.

Yea... I like tat... I like tat kind of stuff...

Downside? I'd not b called a PROFFESIONAL. Jobs r often unstable. Prospective, IF lucky. -$$$$$ jz when i finally found sth in wic i can use my talents..

*oh d irony~~~* *faints*

Why cant life jz b simple. (Sighs~ May I really envy you)

It's like money is the thing tat controls destiny, no more god.

Man... Pls lah my stupid brother.. If u duno how to study, learn pa's fren go Papua New Guinea thr do lumbering business, get urself nearly killed, n come bk n b the richest man in the family lah.... Sister oso lar.. u nt bad, study hard plz... WHY THE FUCK MUST ALL THE PRESSURE N RESPONSIBLITY REST ON ME~~~~~~~ aduh~~~~~~~~~

N when my pa n i was in the car jz now n a Jaguar passed by, I pointed out n said mockingly "oh.. if go study architecture, next time whn i come out will drive tat car right???"

sheesh~~

Now i cant get ABBA's Money-money-money out of my head zzzzzzzzzzzzz

Duh~~ Obviously d whole holiday is ruined. Kinda like the "road nt taken" thingy. Choose choose choose. I hope, atleast life in KL will b much more... *ok lets not expect too much* zzzzzzzzz

Porn.. I need some porn to unwind myself... BB.. zzzzzzzz

Sejarah vs History

How many of us actually have time to read blogs dis time of the year? LoL.

History is really quite confusing. People often manipulate the facts in their words so that the results will seem appealing to the audience. And I'm not saying what I have here are facts. They are just for mere reading pleasure ^_^

Anyways, I was doing some searching in wikipedia n found something like this:

Orang Asli in Malaysia.
They are divided into three main tribal groups – Semang (negrito), Senoi, and Proto-Malay (Aboriginal Malay).

I remembered studying about a certain group calling themselves BUMIPUTRA. One of their early ancestors was a refugee from Palembang... Hmm sound familiar... Bt i cant seem to remember d name~~ XD They just happened to arrive some centuries before other immigrants and they claim they are the rightful owners of the land. They CLAIM they have the same RIGHTS as the REAL aborigines. Cute. After they got what they wanted from the Brits, the REAL aborigines one the other hand, were (and are still) the ones who remained poor and uncivilised

What more, If you've learnt sejarah, you should have come across the assasination of J.W.W. Birch. The Malaysian History description was: JWW Birch dibunuh kerana mempermainkan adat-istiadat tempatan dan menghapuskan sistem sosial melayu.

THIS IS THEIR "SISTEM SOSIAL":

Slave raids into Orang Asli settlements were quite common feature back in the 18th and 19th centuries. These slave-raiders were mainly local Malays and Bataks, who considered the Orang Asli as 'kafirs', 'non-humans', 'savages' and 'jungle-beasts.' The modus operandi was basically to swoop down a settlement and then kill off all the adult men. Women and children were captured alive as they are 'easier to tame.' The captives Orang Asli slaves were sold off or given to local rulers and chieftains to gain their favour. Slaves trade soon developed and even continued into the present century despite the official abolition of all forms of slavery in 1884. The derogatory term sakai is used to refer to the Orang Asli until the middle of the 20th century meant slave or dependent. Many of the elders Orang Asli still remember this sad period of their history, and they detest being called Sakai.

DATO' MAHARAJALELA, supposedly the hero of Perak, was a local cheif involved in SLAVE-TRADE. He did the things mentioned above for a living. Sounds HEROIC enuf ^_^ JWW Birch outlawed slavery in Perak and gets killed by a mob of SLAVE-TRADERS.

He was merely defending helpless people who were treated like animals by the pig-heads.

Are these HEROES any different from CONQUISTADORES who crushed the Inca n Mayan n made them slaves? Are they different from the COLONISTS who invaded Afica and made Africans slaves? And they have the face to call themselves "the rightful owner of this land".

On second though... They ARE different... Technology wise. People were already using gunpowder when they were fidling wif keris, blow-pipes and lembings. Malaysia Boleh~~

Whats more.. They associate themselves with the middle-eastern civilisations. MY FOOT. MELACAN EMPIRE WAS NO WHERE NEAR THE GLORY OF THOSE MUSLIM EMPIRES IN THE ARAB. THE ARABS, i.e. SALADIN, WERE THE ONES WHO FENDED OFF THE CRUSADES AND FOUGHT THE ARMY OF COMBINED EUROPEAN NATIONS. THE OTTOMAN TURK WAS THE LARGEST AND LONGEST LASTING MUSLIM EMPIRE. THEY EVEN FOUGHT IN WORLD-WAR I.

They just fled... helplessly... when the Portugese came. They were thrown around like used toy by the Portugese n Brits n Dutches. When the Japs came, SOME GUY from KMM (Kesatuan Melayu Muda) yea the guy whose picture makes his big nose look hideously artificial, became the Japs' lapdog. Hehe jz because they have one thing in common with the arabs (who were descendants of legendary civilisations), they think they can save their own face and make themselves look great by kissing some people's ass in their History Textbooks.

ahem~~

Anyways, mysterious term "sakai" tat we once adored in our childhood and used to mock each other... I guess u noe wad it means now eh??